I didn't choose system

"keep breathing"

"keep breathing"

I know I am dying but I can't feel any pain., my ears are ringing and I can't even hear the sound of a helicopter taking me to someplace in the fast phase.

Many thoughts are coming into my mind. My sister's crying face is repeatedly piercing my sanity like a needle.

Should I have never come to this place? Was my mission more valuable than my life or

should I ask myself do I even care about my life?do I even know myself?

I know this much that I am not like the Light that can easily measure the value of a person's life according to a person's ability.

But I also know that I do not care about everyone's life in the same way as a naive idiot, for me value of my loved ones and my own life is more than other's life.

So why did I come here in the end? Am I here to teach some Idiots to the law of Karma? Or did I just come here to prove myself a hero?

The sound of the helicopter which was coming very slowly has now stopped completely, my blood-soaked body has been brought down by someone from the helicopter / about 10-20 doctors are standing around me making a circle and looking at me with pity in their eyes eye.

I remember my childhood which is mostly filled with bad memories.

"The bullet hit directly in the chest.his lungs are damaged. Immediately shift him to ICU"

`Well I know I have a huge hole in my chest and even if you save me I will be crippled for the rest of my life `

I know I am going to die but what would have happened if I had been born somewhere else or if I would have been born once again?

`strange thoughts are coming to my mind now.` huh

"Sir his heartbeat is going down"

"Give me a defibrillator and set it high"

Now he going to give me a Shock. He is more serious than I thought.

"1"

"2"

"3

`sigh` 'So I die'

huh

Or not.