Fun is essential

hi my name is marine vol staren . And my life worse day made my life joyful . After losing my job , i lost my boyfriend , and before dying i also gave my house to some . I always lived my life for someone else but now i will live it for myself now that i have time . Afterall fun is also essential need of a human being no need to be tense when you can just make so that you are not there when you dont want to . Its my life i live the way i want it