IRRESISTIBLE

------------------~[ROSE'S POV]~---------------------

The darkness has already descended before I got out. I take a deep breath trying so hard to cool down my palpitating nerves which are Increasing with sincere anxiousness as I get closer to the hostel entrance. My breath seems so stuck in my throat as I get to the door. I open it slowly with so much effort not to disturb the other occupants of the hostel.

I step out into the chilly starry darkness and look around. He is nowhere to be found. Is this all a trick? I shut the door slightly and grip my phone as I move further out searching desperately for any figure in the shadows. The cold is relentless as it seeps dangerously into my skin freezing my bones. I gulp and shiver while looking around for him.

What the hell is wrong with me? I should have returned the moment I met this cold but here I am wishing desperately for him to come out. I can't deny this. I really want to see him. I can't deceive myself.