I'm so tired now hoping my life will end right now
I've been feeling exhausted repeating the exact same scenes and pain for who knows how many years now.
I wanted to end this all but I don't know how to end this sufferings I've been reincarnating over and over again and my mind and body can't take it anymore.
My mind is already numb and cold from the abused i get from this hateful people.
I cannot call them my family since the day they abandoned me. I cannot even remember the time they cared for me.
They always left at home without taking me without knowing that Ive been facing abused with the servants for so many years that I've lost counting it.
I hate my life but I couldnt blame them. I've caused the death of my own mother.