What would happen if you were to die and gain a system. Some would say party while others would cry in exasperation. Now what do you think would happen if you found out you were going to be a intergalactic bug catcher. Not so sweet now right. This will be my first original System styled story so hope you enjoy. Maybe one day I'll have fan art to put on as a daily changing cover. That would be nice.
I wondered... about lots of things in this life. Family, friends, affections, things, life, love. I just couldn't seem to get it in the same way others felt it. My emotions were number at times and worse at times. I wondered if that was what being bipolar meant, but I had never had the chance to see a doctor on that matter. Still my random emotions that were always out of control bothered me. Dearly.
I was tired of feeling tired, I was tired of trying to find some fanciful tale for my own enjoyment. That I too might have a lasting MEANINGFUL tale of my own. But I suppose it didn't matter how I felt to any.
Because to other I was a wheel in a cog that didn't fit perfectly. I was a screw that wouldn't hold anything in place, and I knew no relation with me would be secure... It hurt... Lots,... and I new no matter what I would say it wouldn't make a difference. No prayer would be answered. I Had Lost Hope. In, well living...
So what changed that made me write this story of my tale. I'm not sure. If I was so broken and felt so down in the dumps moments before why could I continue this written story of mine. I guess that's what being bipolar in my head meant. I would always carry a stupid little hope in my heart that something would change. Maybe it was stupid, but I couldn't deny it. Because if I did the pain would just grow worse, and I was tired of the pain more than any apathy.
So let me tell you my story of how I became a Gladiator in an arena unlike any which had been seen before.
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I had found myself in a place that definitely wasn't my room. Coming to, I at first jumped a little in fear. Little by little I shifted to my neutral expression as I calmed myself.