A TRAGIC JOURNEY OF My Heart

Avoid playing with beautiful hearts In a beautiful kashmir there lived a beautiful girl named siya.She is only 20 years old.Everyday she went to duty and came back home.She always sat at her cellphone and chatting with people.Her days went really boring.Her mom and papa also worked in government department.She was on only child at home because her other brother and sister remains outside from home for their education.So that no one had time for her.She watching TV and chatting with people.She felt really lonely.Her days went boring doing the same thing all the time. One evening I was astonished after getting messages from siya on my Facebook account she accepted my friend request and the message said,hi,I just love you so much after all those years I couldn’t tell u I don’t why I felt really happy.But I didn’t know why I thought to myself,is she just joking or what? and then I wrote a message back to her saying.Are you really saying this or you are just joking? please tell me the truth.The girl didn’t reply right back, because she was not online at that very time.But I waited and waited.Next day after my work I saw an unread message it was from siya .No why would I lie? Believe me I really do love you.And I want to marry with you,My face turned into red.Because I was really happy as something might change in my life after all I looked at siya’s picture and I was liked her not her beauty but her beautiful thoughts .In every time I was thinking about siya’s all the time siya was telling me I want to meet you after few days.But those days not come true.Behind it there was her fake promises and she use me for all this as her pretends.I thought I could see her in coming days.Eight years passed we couldn’t meet with each other.Im really falling in love with siya.And it seemed like siya is really in love with me also we were really sweet to each other.I stopped my study because siya took all my time and I was happy too. One day after I get back from higher secondary, because professionally I was working as contractual lecturer in chemistry.i saw some different activities of siya.Her phone number seen in waiting and she was not interested towards my messages.After the few days she sent me an inbox message,a message was “Forget me I could not Live with you,as I m in love with my Ex boyfriend”.I love him ,he is my life. I was really crazy I wrote to her .who that boy is but she didn’t reply suddenly,I feel disgusting.My eyes starts tears I couldn’t stop my tears,and I thought everything is over between siya and me. After few months I received a call it was siya . She said wow ! I was just joking, I have a boyfriend and his name is…..ilove him so much. I had a really great time laughing about how stupid you are. I felt angry and sad ,my eyes starts crying again.And it seemed I will sad for ever. I didn’t let anybody in my room.Because I was feeling lonely.All the time not for this siya doesn’t love me.But for her cheating with me, behind this the only reason was using me for achieving her exboy friend.Im too disappointing.I hated everybody and I was just lonely.she all doing this for the last eight years.In every time , when she communicates with me for one week,or few days, after that her words are forget about me,I’m sorry.behind it she calls me only for this her exboyfriend jealousy and he will come close to her.when they close to each other she said all these words,I’m sorry, forget about me,I feel guilty.She used me for her goal every time.But still i love her.I honoured her ,and i cant forget siya,in eight years my heart My email rajasaim475@gmail.com Phone number +923335514959