Marriage （5）

"Qiao Qiao, I'm not angry…" Lu Jinnian said calmly. "This time, I just want to treat myself better." 

All these years, in order to love you, I thought about you first, before myself. 

As time went by, I started to forget that I can hurt as well. 

In this world, there isn't anyone who would think for me, so this time, I just want to care for myself.

I don't want to jump right in just because I saw a hint of hope, only to end up in despair. 

"Yesterday in the elevator, whatever I said wasn't out of anger, those were heartfelt. I really don't wish to have anything to do with you anymore." Lu Jinnian paused before adding resolutely, "So, Qiao Qiao, do go back to Beijing, don't waste your time here anymore."

Lu Jinnian spoke seriously, allowing Qiao Anhao to understand that he wasn't angry at what happened, he was giving up on her. 

Anxiousness started to fill her heart. "But Lu Jinnian, you like me... You've liked me for thirteen years..."