LETTING NICO GO

ARIS'S POV

"Are you okay ?" Trish asked as she walked closer to me.

I'm okay ? How the hell will I answer that question ?

I'm not okay, but how will I explain to her that I was completely messed up. How would I tell her that it feels like my head is under water and I am slowly drowning with no one to save me.

How do I explain to her that I am completely messed up physical, emotional and even financially. How do I explain to her that I was going crazy and I felt like dying.

I want to end it all and just disappear from this earth. I thought leaving Nico was the end of everything but now Jake is back with his same abusive attitude even more abusive than ever.

How am I going to live this life a broke pregnant and jobless woman with no love and also with a crazy and abusive ex boyfriend who has no plans than make this earth a living hell for me.