No need to rush [1/2]

When my adoptive parents left, the girls still had their eyes glued to Earl and Noelle's backs. It was entertaining to watch their reactions. Even though we were not related, I was proud of them.

I remembered running to the Simmons' house after my dad had almost pummeled me unconscious. 

"Ma. Why can't you just adopt me? I will just live here with you. I promise I will take care of Bless and Alana! I don't need a room, I can sleep on the floor, just please let me stay."

Noelle made a frustrated face and took me in her arms. Her warm hug made me feel safe. I cuddled deeper as I wished this woman was my mother.

"Dipshit. You know there is nothing I would like more in the world. But your parents and I know each other. And it's complicated. I promised your mom I wouldn't get involved until you're of age."

My heart broke at her words. Bitter at the apparent betrayal, I pulled away from Noelle's embrace and vented my anger by yelling at her.