Chikao's secret part 2

when I woke up and I knew what I saw wasn't a dream so after preparations I left and went to see Kaneki because i thought he would be walking to school with his friends.

but he wasn't. when i finally saw him he was walking alone and depressed and ahead of him was his 3 friends walking happily.

it probably made him feel lonely so he went in the opposite direction and then when he finally came to school he looked seriously but he never talked to anyone.

and after school he still didn't interact with his friends and then after school he was invited to go to karaoke but he didn't join so i secretly followed him to the forest and then I saw the true Kaneki the one I know.

when he arrived around 10 km away in the forest he started to cry and he began cursing himself and he was asking questions"

"WHY!? WHY! WHY DID YOU GUYS LEAVE ME!?"

"OH I GET IT ITS MY FAULT IM THE REASON YOU GUYS WERE ALWAYS BULLIED!, I WAS THE REASON! IF THATS THE CASE! ILL TRY TO FORGET YOU GUYS SO YOU CAN BE SAFE!"

he was rampaging and then I saw "her"

???: HEY! KANEKI STOP!

she tried to stop Kaneki but she couldn't stop him. they both got really bad scars. but she forgave Kaneki but he was still cursing himself and questioning.

then he left, that person I saw was a humanoid type dragon she was probably one of his Sensei's.

i followed him from afar till he got home but when he was walking around town he was unrecognizable because his arms demonized.

everyone who saw him was afraid and when he finally got home he stopped and he was still questioning.

but he didn't notice his childhood friend Shino she was asking him questions but he didn't notice her and he went into his house. Shino, Kaneki and Miku's parents weren't home so they didn't know what happened.

when Shino witnessed what was happening to her childhood friend she froze and if I was guessing she realized her mistake and now she wants to fix her relationship.

just like how one by one Kaneki lost his friends it was also one by one that they learned their mistakes.

Yuuka who has turned into a Gyaru became friends with almost everyone in class besides for me, Mizutani-san and Kaneki.

around 2 months ago when she was paired with Kaneki and 2 other classmates for a group project Kaneki offered to do everything himself, obviously they didn't want that but they gave up then.

Yuuka tried to talk to Kaneki by luring him with pudding but it never worked.

and one time when they thought they were alone Yuuka confronted him asking "why are you acting like this you weren't like this back then" but he responded saying "you don't know me back then and I don't know who you are so please stop bothering me I don't want to get involved with strangers"

that clearly hurt Yuuka but Kaneki was serious because in his eyes the girl in front of him wasn't Yuuka but a stranger he doesn't recognize.

and at that moment she realized her mistake.

and as for Miku? well 1 month and half week ago she was getting bullied by girls from another school but Kaneki stepped in and saved her and when they were walking home with no one from our school saw them.

Miku was calling out to her brother but he said "who are you? stop calling me brother".

when he said that Miku was hurt as well and that's when she realized her mistake.

And now those 3 want to fix their relationship with Kaneki but they couldn't because he kept avoiding them not because he hates them but because he has forgotten their faces.

but that was until "that day" when a girl from our class became his friend. and that girl was Natsuki Mizutani-san.