Chapter 142 Days to the wedding 23

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Alex actually did save me from mother, how could she ask such ridiculous question. It's not basically a stupid question, it just shows how much she cares and love me. But it's was just so straight forward, I can't even imagine my mother asking me such question.

I didn't want him to go, but I knew he had to. It's not the first time I'm seeing him leave, and it's not like I cared in the past but.. this time seems different.

   The day went by pretty fast, we didn't have much to do other than sitting at home and relaxing, Mother, I and my baby Carie. Mother had to hire some masseuse to massage our body. We got indoor treatment cause she said, she was too tired to go out roaming around Dubai for her peaceful stay here.

Of course I and Carie will not sit like her, we already decided to explore Dubai the next day, especially walking in the desert. To be dressed like the Emirates or the Arabians, was what we had in mind. Now we're here, I suddenly had the urge of exploring Africa, but I can't possibly do that in three days.

"Aurgh.... This is so relaxing!" Carie groaned. She needed this massage more than anyone since she's been so stressed with work lately. "Doesn't it? You should minimize working all the time, if you don't want to get older than I or Avery!" Carie rolled her eyes at mother's words.

From the looks she gave me, I knew she had alot to tell me. After our massage and manicure section with Mother, I and my sister Carie finally had our girls time together. We sat at the large balcony on the last floor were the cold refreshing wind of the night blew.

Of course we had our blanket and pillows with us so the cold would not Pierce into our skin. Our long oversized white and pink sweater was on our body with our long knitted socks.

We stared at each other without a word just for some few seconds waiting for the first person to speak. We had an issue that we both knew we were yet to settle. 

After I called off the wedding and Carie failed at convincing me to not call it off, I knew she got upset and stopped talking to me until the day I called to talk about my Father. "I'm so sorry Carie (Hazel)!" We spoke at once and started laughing.

"I was so upset the day after the engagement party cause of the humiliation Alex caused. I would have let it slide if it was just that.... But I caught him.....!" I hesitated a little. "Caught him do what?" Carie asked getting really curious.

As much as I and Alex are very much In good terms noe, the image of his kiss with Berverly just couldn't leave my head. I get angry each time I thought of it. "Well... I saw Alex kissing you know who!" I felt irritated thinking of her, not to think of saying her name.

Carie frowned, "On your engagement night? A night meant to be your night alone?... What excuse did he give this time?" She asked getting furious. "He said.......!" I told her everything that happened that night and the next day and the day after that and even the previous night.

I told her how intimate we've become and how scared I was, cause of what I felt for Alex. Since he was still inlove with Berverly, I was scared of heart break. "I'm sorry for getting upset at you. I should have given you time before saying a word!" Carie started.

"We had no idea, you called off the wedding bacause you caught your husband cheating!" Carie said with a hint of tease in her words. I knew she was going to tease me with everything I told her and I was mentally prepared for it.

"I have something really important to speak to you about Hazel!" Carie said perturbed. I could see her taking in deep breaths before exhaling. Under her blanket she brought out a kit, it was a deep skit, with shaky hands Carrie showed them to me.

For a moment I stopped breathing as my heart skipped. What was she doing with this strip, this was not a good time. Carie is a fufiled woman who had everything she wanted in this life, and even if she was pregnant, Lukas was always there to take responsibility for his actions.

He loves her and would do anything for her, but I still felt like this was not the right time to get pregnant for him but then again she hasn't told me if she's pregnant or not. Hazel stop jumping into conclusions, I shook my head a little.

"I've missed my period since our last vacation!" She started, her body vibrating a little. I could tell that she was scared, motherhood is a whole new experience that most people get scared of. "And how long would that be?" I asked as my heart beat increased a little faster than before.

"Two months, I was too scared to go to the hospital that's why I got this!" She waved the deep strip in her hands. "Does Lukas know about this yet?" "No not yet, you're the first and please don't tell anyone, let me be the one to say it. Maybe after your wedding?" She said calmly.

My happy baby was scared for the first time since I met her. Carie is one of the strongest people I know. "Just know whatever the outcome of your test may be..., I'm always here for you my love!" I hugged her.

"Your child is mine too, if you're pregnant!" "Don't say that, I'm scared. I don't want a child now, I'm still not ready to have one yet!" She said sniffing the air as year drops fell form her eyes. "Carie..... Don't worry everything would be fine. You get scared at first but then everything gets alright!" I used my thumb to clean the tear drops from her cheeks.

"How would you know that, you've never been pregnant before!" Carie spoke so harshly leaving me dumbstruck and astounded all at once. "I understand!" I was ready to support her, no matter what the outcome may be.

"I'm so sorry Hazel, I'm so...!" "It's okay I can understand how hurt you feel!" I said to have her knod.