Dying

His heart became filled with warmth in an instant. Even without Spade saying anything, Arren could feel the emotions inside him and what the alpha was feeling at the moment. It gave him the impression that the connection between them was much deeper than he had always thought. However, that wouldn't make sense either. Perhaps, they were truly compatible with each other, or Arren's feelings for the alpha were creating this illusion.

No matter the case, what they felt for each other was real. 

After a while, with Spade gradually becoming calmer, they had a normal conversation. The alpha did indeed look calm on the surface earlier, but Arren was aware that his emotions were not yet soothed, and only after a few minutes of being alone did Spade truly become calm. 

"Do you really feel better now? Be honest." Spade demanded as he said it, without breaking eye contact with Arren.