(Noah Gait's POV)
Let me ask you a question.
Do you ever feel as if there's a god—a very spiteful god, who, for some reason, always ruins your life?
Let me elaborate; there are people in this world who suffer, there are people who live paycheck-to-paycheck, there are children who wonder if there will be food on the table for dinner and there are people who genuinely live a hard life—a miserable life.
I am not one of those people. I neither have to fight for every bite of food nor worry that I'll be sleeping on the street because I can't pay my rent. For anyone who looks at my life from the outside, it may seem like I'm living a great life. I go to a good school, I get good grades, I eat nice food, and for all literal purposes, my life is 'good'.
However, the deeper one looks, the worse my life seems.
Nonetheless, there's only a single person who knows how truly awful my life is,
and that person is me.
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