I haven't been out of my room in two weeks, not since the death of Drago. It wasn't like I had a choice in the first place, I was locked up because I had opposed it and tried to defend Drago. At first, I didn't honestly think Ivan would go through with it. I understand that he lost his pack, that the felt the pain and the grief was making him mad. I understand everything he was feeling because I also feel the same way!
My heart felt like it was going to burst out of my chest. I wanted to claw my chest out so it would just stopped beating, I wanted not to feel anything at all! All I wanted to do was just to be numb, but most importantly I didn't want to be alone! I didn't want to be alone an I don't think Ivan should be either but he shut me out and freaking locked me up inside my room.