If it’s not her

"I don't know," said Cian as he moved his drink in jerky circles on the bar, letting the tinkling ice cool his drink even further than it already was after his brother dropped the ultimatum to get his mate pregnant and solidify his position as the Emperor, Cian felt like his entire heart was on fire, he was hoping that these chilled drinks would help him soothe the fire that was burning in him but oh so not miraculously it had done nothing of the sort to help him. " I wish I did but I don't, after all, it was no longer the same as before."