Give into your Desires

*Rumble*

"Ha... it really pouring out here."

Said Subaru as he was sure that the weather forecast didn't predict for such a hard rainfall to suddenly appear out of nowhere.

Although the weather wasn't a bad thing it just appeared out of nowhere almost like God see it fit, or probably just nature trying to fix human mistakes-if anything it was a blessing at least the fire that was spreading from house to house would either slow down or completely extinguish it.

The only thing that was quite misfortunate was the fact that there was literally no power, normally the street lamps would be on but they seemed dead, Subaru would have to say that silence fill the air but that was far from the truth cries of the innocent, injured, and grief was all that could be heard it gloomy atmosphere he can only wish for the best and hope that everyone was ok.

"By the looks of it, the entire of Japan seems to be out of power, most likely due to that bright light from earlier, what the hell was that anyway-judging by the surrounding it had been some type of Emp that can scale an entire nation, so can my terrorist theory be correct or probably some kind of secrete military experiment."

*Blam*

Subaru was in deep thought so he wasn't seeing where he was going till he was interrupted by his own clumsiness and run straight into something and because it was raining it made the place extremely slippery making him slip for the third time tonight while holding his head in pain.

"Ow, ow, ow that hurts."

Said Subaru as he slowly opens his eyes to see who or what he crash into if it was a person he would quickly apologize after all he wasn't paying attention.

And just like he thought it was indeed a person, but not just any person it was someone he was very familiar with.

"Haha, you got to watch where you going boy, what if I was a beautiful damsel carefully walking while taking a sip of shake to suddenly be knocked over by a clumsy boy with scary eyes, your reputation of a man would be ruined depending on the situation."

"I'm pretty sure if you were a Damsel they purposely push you over again."

Replied Subaru the person who was in front of him.

"Ouch, that hurt quite a bit."

"So what are you doing here."

"That is by far the stupidest question I have ever heard in my life can't you see the Chaos present all around us do you really think I would leave my own flesh and blood out here in this mayhem without knowing where he is."

Subaru look down, he was ashamed to even answer so he simply put his hand forward offering to help the man that was in front of him up.

The man holds Subaru's hand as Subaru helps him up as the man asks.

"Are you ok?"

"Perfectly fine."

"Ugh... you sure you look like crap, as a matter of fact, you weren't attacked by someone were you."

Subaru look at the man that was in front of him, of course, this person was no other than his father Kenichi which is a good-looking, relatively tall, middle-aged man, with short, combed-back black hair similar to Subaru's. He has drooping black eyes with angled eyebrows. For his age, he's surprisingly well built and athletic, although his legs are a bit shorter, given his height. Most of the time, he's seen wearing average-looking, rectangular glasses that complement his usual laid-back smile and positive demeanor perfectly. One could immediately recognize his blood connection with Subaru.

Subaru felt bad deep down he felt he didn't deserve his parent love they have given him everything yet he fail them over and over again so he replied the only way he know how to which was by telling him the truth.

The two began to walk home as Subaru began to tell his father the most traumatizing and disgusting hour of his life.

His father began to comfort him honestly it wasn't helping it just filled him with more guilt, but he didn't say anything he didn't have the right to.

From there both Subaru and his father went back home-- he also explains what he saw to his mother when he went out to buy some things-- her reaction to it though wasn't anything from good she literally strips him naked at the front porch as she searches his entire body for injures.

Which left Subaru's father to laugh at his embarrassment-- what were you to expect his tracksuit was soaked and stained with blood it literally look like he was seriously injured, his mother was frolicking all around him checking every nook and cranny.

It literally took both him and his father an entire hour to convince her that Subaru was alright, thankfully though Subaru was happy that his parent was alright he didn't know what he would do without them-- even if he didn't deserve them, he didn't want them dead after all he loves them he really, really loves them so much so he would do anything to keep them safe.

Nothing much really happens from there apart from Kenichi asking Subaru to help him activate the generators that were in the basement.

"Subaru can you please bring me the bottle of gas from the shelf over there."

"Yeah I'm on it-- but how long do you think the power will be out for."

"Don't know-- we can only pray for the best, but luckily we have a whole shit ton of gas that can last us for a while so don't worry too much about at least the Natsuki household will have power."

"I guess your right hope it wasn't a terrorist attack though."

"Stop thinking negative thoughts Subaru if anything-- I think it was probably a military experiment that went wrong-- after all, this country is corrupted with power so much so sacrificing a couple of their people is a small insignificant loss on their part."

"I thought the same thing."

"Hahaha-- you really do take after I don't you."

Subaru didn't answer-- but Kenichi didn't stop either, after all, he barely got to interact with his son due to the fact he always hiding in his shell so if he can help him even if it was a tiny little bit-- then that was enough for him at least he knew he tried-- but he was never going to leave Subaru behind.

"Hey, Subaru I just want you to know that I'm proud of you."

These words took Subaru by surprise, why would he be proud of him when he has done nothing.

"I don't know what you are going through since you never talk about it-- but I'm sure even you yourself have not found an answer, So I will just leave it at this ok-- so whenever you decide to come out of your shell both me and your mother will be right there waiting for you after you are our only son."

Subaru felt conflicted he already found his answer he was sure of it but he couldn't bring it fort into reality it wasn't easy he was confused just as he was disappointed in himself.

So he tried to answer his father.

"F-Fath...

*BAdadaadadadadaaaa*

But before he could even tell his father anything the loud sound of the generator traveled through the basement cutting him short before he even said what he wanted to say-- which followed by a victory shout from his father as he did pose with his ass cheeks tucked in, and his hand raised high in the air with finger pointing upward.

"Victory!

"Come on Subaru do it with me this call for a celebration I never thought this old generator was still working hahah...

*Sigh*

"I swear this man can keep a positive attitude in any situation-- well might as well indulge in his silly game of victory."

"Are you ready at the count of three?"

Subaru nodded his head as he kind of understood it was probably to lighten the mood, after all his father did say something kind of sentimental earlier it was an honest and enjoyable father and son moment.

Kenichi then started to do some stretches, some very unordinary it was like was a professional athlete or something, you would be surprised that he if you found out he was in his forties.

"Are you ready Subaru give me your greatest victory shout you can muster."

"Yeah-yeah old man."

"Who old I am only forty-two years old."

"Sounds old to me."

"Why you-- *sigh* let not get off track now at the count of three 1... 2... Suprised fatherly head butt."

What was supposed to be a friendly victory posed was just Kenichi ax kicking Subaru in the head-- which caused him-- to role on the ground holding his head in pain as Subaru said with an angry voice.

"The hell was that for Old man!"

"Haha... did that surprise you-- after all that was my secrete technique fatherly headbutt."

Kenichi announces as he proudly laughs his ass off, but Subaru acted differently.

"To hell it is-- you literally ax kick me in the temple old man."

"Hahah my leg go really high don't they."

From their both Subaru and his father stop talking as they felt the temperature in the room start to go down, and the lingering feeling of death surrounds them as they heard the voice of the devil itself.

"Ara, ara you two seem to be having a lot of fun, Kenichi Subaru might be alright but he still went true a lot tonight, and yet you ax kick him in the head-- and Suuu-baaa-ruuuu!-- you seem to have disobeyed my orders yet again haven't you didn't I tell you to go take a shower and rest for the night."

Both men remained petrified they couldn't move right away as the bloodlust overwhelms them, it was only after a minute the two could finally look at the awfully familiar voice that was coming from up the stairs as they said in unison.

"Darling."

"Mom."

"Please don't kill us, we shall reflect on our actions."

Said both father and son as they barely see her like this yes the woman was a fucking Yandere, to be honest, she was so much of a yandere Subaru didn't have the balls to ask how his father met his mother he didn't want to know because for some reason all the girl his father use to date has either went missing or have died gruesome deaths, was it a coincidence or something more-- honestly, Subaru doesn't want to know he knows his mother is loving and caring but this is her true personality a dangerous fucking woman.

And according to the story, his old men tell him he use to be a player who gets all the girls since his father was always annoying him with the same question "Subaru do you have a girl you like."

Naoko then looks at the two boys both she loves dearly and with all her heart but sometimes both need a little discipline in life, yes she may or may not be responsible for taking some rather extreme action back in the day to acquire her perfect happy ending with a loving family and believe me she definitely got it, yes her son surpass her very expectation and also expect for him to go through some struggles in life-- and believe it or not, she herself lost herself in her teen years due to her well own problem that may or may not lead into her killing her parents and changing her name.

Honestly, no one will ever know the real truth except for her-- but she was confident about one thing that she was sure of it may or may not be one of the reasons her family suddenly disappear.

And that is those of her bloodline is well "quite fuck in the head", how fuck they are.. well hehe who knows Subaru hasn't awakened yet and honestly she is curious to see if the boy was like her or Kenichi or maybe a unique type of fuck, honestly it intrigue her just thinking about the possibilities is captivating enough to rape Kenichi right here and now in excitement but hey she has her morals.

But one thing is for sure her son is a delicate process that needs to be nurtured and yes she would condone father and son rough play but the boy saw something unpleasant he basically not ready yet-- after all, it not good to overcook the pie and her most beloved, captivating, alluring, and magnificent husband is giving him an unneeded head injury and her son disobeyed a serious order so she will take it upon herself to enlist order.

Subaru and Kenichi watch their mother and wife walk up to them as she pulled a kitchen knife from under her skirt, the blade was redone may even call it crimson red honestly Subaru knows it was normal metal or something else and he doesn't want to find out either.

Kenichi was the first to say.

"Come on now darling we were just b-b-bounding there is n-no need to bring out Yanagi-Kun at a time like this."

Naoko simply open her closed eyes that were, even more, scarier than usual as she said.

"Subaru I will let you off the hook for tonight but I and your father need to have a little alone time to talk some things out, so be a darling and get ready for bed-- and here a little advised were some headphones after ten because it might get a little loud after ten since I need to punish your father in both mind and body if you catch my drift."

Subaru faces blush red he runs out of the room in embarrassment at how open his mother can be when her switch is flip and yes I mean both mentally and physically all he could hear was a man running and screaming for his life as he hear stabbing and cutting sounds in the background and let us not forget he going to get rape later honestly he wonders how that woman is his mother sometimes-- if he had half no half of a half of her personality then maybe he could become much more.

As Subaru left to his room he still heard cries for help and cynical and creepy laugh in the background, all Subaru could do was do a sign of the cross as he said.

"May the Lord be with you father although I'm confident that not even the lord can save you now, this is your punishment for ax kicking me in the head, serves you right hahah-- at least I don't need to deal with mothers wrath ."

From there Subaru went to his room as he closes the door behind him, he had already taken a bath earlier but he just felt like taking another one he needed to cool his nerves and what better than a bath when you want to cool down.

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*10 minutes later*

"Agh... that was refreshing."

Said Subaru who came out of the bathroom with nothing but his boxers on as he was drying off his raven-colored black hair.

He then went in his wardrobe and took out a single pair of full blue pajamas as he put it on-- normally he would play online games since he loves gaming and anime so much, but since he didn't want to waste the power coming from the generator he didn't play any games as a matter of fact he has other ways of enjoying the night and no he not going to masturbate, you see as of lately Subaru has developed a rather bad habit.

And that was drinking yes normally he wouldn't condone it, since his father said drinking was bad but his mother was the one sneaking in the goods for him so she was aware honestly his mother was goated-- she even went as far as to buy alcohol to make him sulk in his depression.

Of course, he would always deny he doesn't drink but he grew out of that childish mentality everyone needs something to make them forget the world around them, and for Subaru games, anime, reading, and drinking were his means of escape.

He then went under his bed, as a secrete metal safe was neatly tucked under it-- he extended his hand under the bed and remove the safe from underneath-- as he open it there were two bottles and two wine cups.

They weren't anything special just your normal everyday red wine you can get at your everyday liquor store.

Subaru then turn off the lights in his room as he took his computer chair and rolled it towards the window-- he then opened it just so he could see the star while drinking a glass of wine.

Subaru then began to pour himself a cup and indulge in a sip of red wine as he began to think to himself.

"Ugh... tonight been one hell of a night."

"Then and again at least my parent is safe it's quite funny our neighbor's house has been reduced to rubbles and ashes-- and yet by some miracle of fate my house remains unharmed what were the od's, could this be a coincidence or plain old luck on my part honestly I don't know."

Subaru then began to take more sips till eventually, he was falling drunk-- after all, he did drink four cups of red wine.

His stomach feels hot inside but thankfully he also feels numb all over-- in short words cant describe this weird feeling he was feeling right now.

"Hahaha... "hic" agh... I feel light-headed."

Subaru then took one last sip emptying his glass as he place the half-empty bottle of wine on the floor-- raised his legs on the window, while taking a pillow he grabbed earlier behind his head and relaxed his mind.

And after he did that he place his earbuds in his ears as he can already hear his mom preparing to rape his dad while his poor father he feels zero remorse for since he ax kick him in the head earlier as to fights back with everything he has after all he still has his pride to defend.

Subaru began to feel drowsy due to alcohol taking effect already, anyone could tell this boy will end the night by falling asleep.

"I'm so sleepy, maybe I should count the stars."

"1 star... 3 stars... 234... stars... 341 stars agh wait isn't that beautiful bright blue star Sirus, ha it very bright indeed "hic" and that one to the left is Betelgeuse, not my most favorite star but it still beautiful non the less hmm... but my most "hic" favorite star is, of course, the seven sisters or also known as the Pleiades, it can also be translated as Subaru "hic"...

"After all my parents name me "hic" after it because they thought it sound cool and unique... in a way it does-- it's not like I'm mad for "hic" being named after a car brand or a car company no I'm "hic" not mad I'm perfectly fine although-- it used to piss me off when people bring it up."

"Agh... I'm tired of being useless, I-I-I just wish I could shine as bright as those stars up th...

But before Subaru could finish rambling he pass out and went to sleep right on his chair-- and the next time he woke up he would find himself somewhere many would want to be just so they can get their desire granted via wish from a certain purple hair demon deity.

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[Inside Asura domain]

*Fhweeee*

Inside a mysterious place where night surrounds a sandy terrain that seems to be infinite-- a raven black hair boy laid unconscious on the never-ending mountain of sand that surrounds this desert, he was in his normal black and orange tracksuit attire.

As the boy suddenly felt a chilly breeze swept past him which instantly caught his attention as he slowly began to awake from his slumber-- and when he looked around him he had blank look that started to form a priceless shock face.

His eyes widened in confusion, he could only have said two sentences that had three words each to describe his situation in a nutshell.

"What the fuck!"

"Where am I?"

Subaru began to look around and get a good grasp on the surroundings to process all this shit that was happening around him.

"I didn't get kidnap did I."

"No the last thing I remember was getting drunk and falling asleep."

"Could I be dreaming?"

Subar ask himself as he began to look left and right and all he saw was a desert of endless sand.

"No buildings, no vehicles, no stores, no nothing just sand what the fuck is this."

"This place definitely not japan, this dirt feels too real, and overall it very chilly hear and judging by all these overwhelming evidence it would appear that I have summoned to another world-- sweet that sounds awesome."

"Hmmm... first of all, I need to find a way to civilization quick for all I know this place could be more dangerous than it looks."

"But where should I start exactly."

And just when Subaru was deciding on which way he should go he had a weird feeling like he was being watched-- so he did to do what any sensible person would do in this situation, which was turn around to see who or what was watching him from behind.

And to his surprise, someone was watching him and it appeared to be a person as well, she was at least 10 meters away from him standing on a hill of sand.

And luckily for Subaru, it was a very beautiful girl just standing there looking at him with an uninterested glare, she almost look emotionless.

She appeared to be a slender girl with chest-length purple hair that has bangs swept to the left side, purple eyes, full pink lips, and an hourglass figure and was wearing a full-length white dress with purple clothing underneath.

"Beautiful, agh... wait I don't have time for this I need to snap out of it."

Subaru said in his head as the situation was bad-- but he still had his hope as he look at the mysterious beauty and began thinking that maybe...

"That Maybe she is the one who summoned me to this wasteland-- but I have to say this place is beautiful thank the stars up above-- wait what, now that I'm looking closely this place is definitely not Earth I can't spot any stars that I'm familiar with much less a moon."

With this sudden revelation, Subaru began to slightly panic but at the same time it made him excited, he yearned to traverse this new world and maybe he can even get some type of cheat ability even if it wasn't too op but maybe magic wasn't so bad either.

But Subaru stop thinking about that as he focus on the girl before him-- the girl raised her hand as she signals Subaru to follow her and with that she began walking back down the hill-- of course Subaru was taken by surprise as the mysterious lady was already out of his sight.

So he rushes up the small hill of sand, it took him about thirty seconds to reach the top as he looked down the lady was already far not even bothering to look back.

"How the hell did she reach that far in a span of thirty seconds... ugh wait for me miss I just want to ask some questions!"

Subaru continues to run to her but he notices something odd he is no less than forty meters away from her and he is also running at full speed but no matter how hard he tries he just can't seem to overcome this distinct distance between them almost as if the world forbids it.

"Ok now this is strange-- the beauty before me is so close but yet I can't reach her it almost as if the world denies it-- it almost as if she is a guide of sorts, I'm trying my best to talk to her but she ignored all my question and continues to walk without even looking back, I see she leading me to something or someone."

Subaru continues to follow the girl as he runs non-stop-- but this was also another anomaly he notice, you see for some strange reason his stamina seems to increase when he is on this side.

He has been running for about fifteen minutes and he is not even tired yet.

"Strang very strange-- I only hope I don't run into something scary."

But as Subaru was thinking in his mind-- he notice that the beauty was climbing up yet another hill but something felt off all of a sudden-- normally he couldn't reach her due to something or someone denying his entry, but all of sudden he felt like he could finally reach the young girl...

And after a minute he now faced to face with the beauty and men he was right this chick was absolutely stunning her beauty looked inhumane, her emotionless glare and reaction just add to her charm and her purple eyes that remain unreadable no matter how hard one tries.

Subaru was captivated if he didn't compose himself quickly he might just come off as a pervert due to him staring at her so intently.

But he was shaken out of it when the girl started to point north as she raised her left hand while pointing at the north.

Subaru looks up as he deducted, that the beauty wants him to go over the hill of sand-- Subaru wasn't dumb he knows that whatever lies beyond those hills is most likely the thing that brought him here.

The other side was shining majestic blue lighting up the other side like a night light...

"I see so you want me to go over the other side."

The beauty respond to him by slightly nodding her head-- Subaru didn't waste any time he know he wouldn't get anywhere with the beauty and the only other way out is to meet whatever the hell summoning here.

Subaru began to swallow his spit as he was a little afraid, what if the thing that summon him here is evil.

*Sigh* "I won't get anywhere like this."

Subaru then began to walk towards the top but before he reaches look back one more time to thank the girl but to his surprise, the girl was already gone.

"Creepy."

Said Subaru in shock as this woman was literally right behind him and she mysteriously disappears like a ghost.

Subaru then continue to walk and when he finally reach the top he was left in shock-- the reason is what he was seeing before him word couldn't describe in words it wouldn't do it justice-- as this thing left a lasting impression on him so much so it shocks him to the core.

What lies before Subaru was a giant tree normally this wouldn't shock him-- since he has seen many trees before in his life but this one was different so different that he couldn't even call it a tree, but yet it took the shape of one.

The tree could only be described as huge three composed or made of nothing but our energy it almost looks like a manifestation of space and time itself Subar didn't know how he know that but something deep inside just react by instinct what it was he doesn't know almost like a foreign memory that suddenly sprang fort.

Subar walks closer as he heads toward it, he doesn't know why but this intrigues him he has to know the secrete behind it, the mere presence of the mysterious anomaly before him was plaguing him with a curiosity like no other.

"I must know the theory behind this thing exists, is it an essence of old, or maybe an undiscovered mystery of the world, or maybe it can actually be related o the source."

"The zeal, the strange, the unusual, the abnormal, the queer, the eccentric, and the unfamiliar, even all those words can't explain the pure magnificence of this thing, its existence alone seem to obstruct the law of nature itself."

Subaru began to go banjos for this mysterious thing it wasn't till he got control of himself and snap out of that weird trance he was in-- which made him get back some of his composure.

Subaru hold his head in confusion as he said.

"The hell was that it felt like someone took over my body... the hell is this weird thing."

*Sigh* "I'm confused, I just want some answers."

Subaru then walk more closely to the mysterious fantasy like three to get a better look but he suddenly stops when he heard a rather soothing voice rang off in his head.

"I see."

"So that is the root of your desire how very interesting."

And just when that voice went off in his head, he felt an immense presence behind him-- he didn't need to turn around to see how dangerous it is-- it mere words alone had long petrified him even if it had no bad intentions.

This enough was proof alone that this thing was dangerous, but he didn't falter he took everything he had in his body and forcefully turn around with willpower alone, and when he saw what was before him his eyes widen in disbelief.

"Oh, did I startle you?"

The person before Subaru said in a rather neutral voice.

The teenage boy looks at the entity before him in shock because he still can't believe what he was seeing-- after all he was so shocked his jaw was already on the ground, but the voice continues to talk as it said.

"Sorry if I scared you, it's just that I have been waiting for you for quite some time now, so perhaps I was too eager to meet you."

"My Name is Asura."

"A-Asura," Subaru said in a slightly shocked voice, but he didn't speak for too long as Asura continue to speak.

"Yes Asura, just Asura."

"Or perhaps you would know me better as the Demon God Of Desire who rule over all Paths?"

When Subaru heard those four words both a horrible and good feeling came over him on one side he got an opportunity to meet and a god-like entity or maybe even God himself on the other side "It said it was a demon God does that mean he going to kill me."

"Oh... cat got your tongue boy... are you too shocked by my current appearance you forgot how to speak."

It wasn't a lie his appearance was rather unique and very familiar to Subaru-- then there was also his aura that breaks Op-ness in its very essence.

"Hmm... I see does it shock you that I have the appearance of your younger childish self... I would change it if I could but your heart and soul do not desire it otherwise I would have appeared as something else."

Subaru can't lie whatever this thing was, or whatever it might be it wasn't simple-- how would you feel if a younger version of yourself suddenly appear from nowhere, and on to top it off it was also staring intently at you as it looks up to you- as if you are nothing more than just an interesting specimen with no way out.

Subaru watch the boy as he was swinging on a swing that was connected to the mysterious tree just enjoying the ride as he stare intently at him.

To break the silence Subaru began to ask a question he wanted to know.

"What t-the hell are you."

The boy stop swinging-- Subaru notice this as he took note of his action.

"Was it mad?" Subaru thought to himself, as he feel like he will have to observe for now.

But right after Asura stop swinging a short silence was shared between the two-- as Asura had a monotone face as if thinking about something, but the entity didn't stay like that for long as he began to swing again enjoying the activity as he was a child-- and after thinking he then said with a rather creepy smile on his face.

"Who am I. question of the day if you ask me."

"..."

"Hmm let see what the best way to answer this question who am I, what am I, well boy it all depends on who you want to refer me to."

Subaru gave the demon a confused look as he doesn't know how to respond, of course, Asura saw this and took up the role to explain it further to him.

"Well like I said before-- that question refers to who you want to refer me as."

"Does ye wish to refer to me as Mammon the half-human half-devil spawn that was hated by his own kind for being a half-blood of the demon king, and in attempts to get his peers recognition he cocked his own father and killed his own mother right before him just to prove a point and later destroyed the world out of rage."

"Or would you rather refer to me as the one who was so loved by everything around him that nothing could disobey his will-- intended or not- which causes the world around him to continuously change the aspect of fate and destiny of everything around him, which in time bring chaos and destruction to anywhere he walks or takes foot at?"

"Or if you want a more cruel identity for me you can look at me as Ashera the one who hates the world for forsaking him by taking away his late wife-- and in despair he robs the world of everything to quench his infinite greed for love and desires."

"There is also the legend of the wish Granter who goes by the name Origin who is said to be capable of granting any and every wish since he has dominance over boundaries so anything is possible as long as your willing to pay the price."

"Then there is the most common identity I go by-- The Demon God of Desire Asura who was so obsessed with his greed for power upon his True ascension he sacrifices half of the multiverse to strengthen himself and was still unsatisfied with the result as his greed yearns for more."

"So tell me boy do you still wish to know more of who I am-- because honestly speaking I go by many names, titles, and identities that why it's better to just refer to me as God."

When Subaru heard this he was put to his ass as he look at Asura in fear as all the explanations he gave him literally just describe how terrifying he is.

Asura looks at the terrified boy as he smiles at his reaction and continues what he was saying.

"So yea you may refer to me as whatever you please-- but a simple break down of what I truly am now would be the physical embodiment of all Desires, so with that said I'm quite interested in what your desires are-- and now that you know who I am I'm very curious to see what you will do from here own out Natsuki Subaru."

Subaru was left shocked this person hands down claims to be a living god incarnate-- he didn't really know what to do, or why he was summoned here so he did what any sane person would do and asked the question he wanted to find out.

"So you are a God."

"Hmm... well to make things less confusing for you then yes you can look at me like that-- although I am an entity that is far greater than a meagerly God so to speak."

"So why did you call me here for am A-Asura-sama."

Asked Subaru with a concerned tone.

Asura smiled at his words as he snapped his finger and what appear before Subaru was another swing that was identical to the one that Asura was sitting on-- as he pats it eagerly and said with a voice full of energy.

"Come now Su-boy take a seat so we can have a long discussion."

Subaru didn't waste any time as he instantly took a seat on the swing its not like he could deny him anyways.

Subaru watches as how Asura was frolicking his foot in the sand swinging as high as he can it was very ironic watching a being this powerful behaving like a child.

Asura instantly heard Subaru's thoughts as clear as day-- and believe it or not, he wasn't even reading his mind, Subaru's inner consciousness simply just submitted to him, after all, he was loved by everything even mere thoughts without a will reveal themselves to him.

"Agh... your wondering how one as powerful as me is behaving like a child well to answer your question there is no reason I beave, however, the hell I want to, after all, this place is my domain."

"Ha... you read my mind didn't you."

"No, I didn't your thoughts fell for my charm and simply reveal themselves to me."

"Wait what that doesn't make any sense at all."

"Well common sense doesn't apply to me so don't worry about it."

"So am Asura that your name right."

"The one and only."

"So if you don't mind me asking, why have you brought me here."

"Hmm... you seem to have adapted very quickly for all you this can all be a dream-- or maybe I am just a fragment of your imagination so how do you know I am real."

Asura asks with a curious tone in his voice.

"Let be real here Asura-sama this is too real to be a dream."

"Haha... I like that you are very analytic."

"So can tell me why I am here."

"Hmm... I don't think I need to tell you-- I believed you have read a lot of fanfics and should be capable to understand where this is going."

When Subaru heard this he came to a realization.

"Wait-- don't tell me is this really the legendary cliche god accidentally kill me and has decided to give me 5 wishes to compensate me for my loss by sending me to another world with cheats kind of scenario."

Asura smiled at the boy's words as he said.

"Yes, this scenario is kind of like that."

"Really are you really going to grant me wishes?"

Asura looks at Subaru as he said.

"Well, not really I'm going to gift you power, not wishes ."

"Oh... I see."

Subaru said with a very disappointed face as he was going to wish for Excalibur.

"Hmm.., disappointed are we so tell me if you had a wish what would you wish for, please do tell your answer I'm very curious to know what your answer is."

"I would have wished for an Excalibur."

"An Excalibur really-- it's not a bad wish, as matter of fact it wasn't too greedy nor was it an impossible task for me to do, it seems rather easy to grant."

"Really, so you are going to give me an Excalibur."

Said Subaru with happy and determined eyes, but sadly for him his dream was crushed by Asura as said,

"Hell... no why would I give you a legendary sword that can destroy nations when its full power is released."

"Flat out rejected."

"Ok I could understand that but why will send me to a world and I have nothing-- at least a Deagle with an infinite amount of bullet would do."

"Denied once more."

"Sigh fine so why was I really summon here."

"Well, Natsuki Subaru you owe me."

"Wait for what do I owe you."

Ask Subaru who was deeply confused as he didn't know-how he owes such a powerful being.

Asura saw the confusion on his face so he answered Subaru's question.

"Well, Subaru boy-- I save you from a rather troublesome creature who was going to kidnap you from your world and isekai your pathetic ass to another one, you wouldn't even have the time to say goodbye to your parents and the worst thing of all you would never see them again, So yea your in-depth to me."

"Hey I'm not Pathetic, wait... what did you just say?"

Ask Subaru with a confused face.

"Oh, that... yea if I didn't jump in to save you-- your weak ass would have been isekai to another world and probably be killed by now, and trust me I have seen your future and it is not beautiful at all when you died it was a very gruesome and grotesque in more ways than one-- you even failed the girl you love hahah it hilarious and pitiful to watch."

"Wait what are you serious."

"Dead serious."

"Well, who try to kidnap me into another world and why would I be dead so to speak-- and why are been so mean all of a sudden."

When Subaru asks Asura all these questions he stops swinging on the swing as he gave Subaru a sadistic smile-- as he walks up to him and said.

"Agh... do you really want to know how you would have met your end or maybe endings if I didn't jump in save you-- the answer might not be pleasant, it might even scar you for life, so tell me thus doe art desire to witness a portion of thy endings or is ye to scared to make haste to the truth either way thus art will suffer."

Subaru was confused and equally terrified, he knows that's this thing before him-- was an entity far beyond his comprehension and maybe even leagues above other godly beings if they exist even if it suddenly took the form of his younger self, he was a fool to let his guard down around this thing after all this thing before him-- was just looking up at him as if he was some type of entertainment.

After all, he did say it himself-- his future life in another world was so hilarious and sad any entity with a big enough heart and power would have taken pity on him, he was starting to hate this person although for some reason he couldn't bring himself to truly hate him or her honestly he doesn't know-- it almost as if the world denies any or all form of his hatred toward him if anything even after all his mean and hurtful remarks toward him-- he can only forgive the entity before him.

But apart from that, he had to know how he died, what did he mean by endings, and why does he talk as if he will die multiple times.

So he made a rash decision right here and now that he will stay true to his desires and find out the truth or at least a glimpse of it.

So he swallows his pride and gulps while saying.

*Gulp* "Y-Yes...

After Subaru said that the Demon God smile happily that Subaru finally gave in to his desire as a rather sweet and sour smell started to leak from the boy as Asura said with an intriguing tone.

"Hmm... I see-- I can smell a curious desire of want from you hehehe... find then boy it only fair of me to answer and give you what you want, after all, there is nothing more satisfying, enjoying, and fulfilling than helping a person realize their desires then eating it afterward as I want all and every desire as mines."

Subaru was watching as Asura personality seem to have taken a complete 360-degree turn as he went from a person who seem calm and all-knowing to someone or something that care for nothing but desires almost as if everything else apart from desires was meanless, it scared him how can one be so obsessed with such a thing-- so he simply ask the desire craving god who hungers for desire.

"A-A-Are you addicted to human desire or something if that is the case seek help it's not healthy at all even if you are God I don't think it's healthy to be so obsessed with it."

Asura tilts his head in confusion as he said.

"I don't understand."

"I mean you have an addiction that is not healthy."

"I still don't understand."

"I know this sounds cheesy coming from me since I still have a desire of finding out the truth but your view of it is twisted, you know if you want all desires that exist then there be nothing left to want after you get it all right, and your enjoyment will be put on an eternal pause."

"You got balls you do know that right boy."

"It's just that I see myself in you a little bit I had a desire to live up to my parent's expectations at being the best at everything I do-- just like my father, but one day all that stop when everyone started to see me less and less, in short, I fail my parent expectation and no matter how hard I try or how hard I desire to get the fame I once had, I can't get it back, can't you see nothing last forever."

Asura gave Subaru a confused look as he said.

"Is it wrong to give in to your desires, I don't think so, honestly speaking its proof that you have a heart, it proves that your alive, it proves that you are a sinner, it proves that you have something that keeps you going, so the answer to your retarded statement about me being addicted doesn't imply at all because I know what I want in life unlike you."

Said Asura firmly defending his precious desires while pointing at Subaru.

"You on the other hand are a hypocrite, a disgrace, idiot, a pathetic excuse of a man, honestly the sun princess was right in a sense although she a bitch that I already put into her place for disgracing your desires I see it different you have potential but you dont see it sad, it revolting, honestly I can't feel bad for enjoying watching you suffer as a kid back in the day."

Subaru made a disgusted face at Asura's statement as he said.

"Are you a stalker or something?"

"And how the hell am I a hypocrite."

Asura also gave him a disgusted face as he said with great determination to open up this shut-in eye of how wrong he is.

"Desire and sin are practically the same things-- and everyone, and when I mean everyone, I literally mean everyone, human and God alike are all sinful creatures alike-- there is no perfect being that why sin exists fight me otherwise because I have seen for myself."

"What I don't understand."

"Well, the root of your desire is that you want to atone for failing your parents but the reality is you didn't fail them but instead you failed yourself tell me otherwise."

"..."

Subaru stayed silent he couldn't answer back at all, so he just continue to listen to Asura.

"Why do you stay silent hmmm... you see this is what I'm talking about your real desire is wanting to be someone you are not but the reality of it is you can't be that person because no matter how hard you try that person will be them and no one else."

"..."

"But it doesn't mean you can't succeed them for the love of God Subaru take some pride in your existence be greedy, be sinful, and succumb to your desires, of course, nothing is free to be what you want requires hard work but what do you do Subaru."

"..."

At this point and time, Subaru was tearing up because he has long known the answer but he didn't want to accept it as he was forced to finally accept the truth of his pitiful existence.

Asura could see that Subaru was hurting but honestly, he didn't give a shit he wants an apostle that acts like a man to solve his own battle and overall to accept their desire how else is he going to grow with a weak resolve and wallop in self-pity so he did what any other sensible god who believes in tough love and put some sense in his head, fuck character development get this shit straight from the start.

"Absolutely nothing and by doing nothing you are contradicting your true desires-- and that is just sad, a desire is to cherish what you love not the other way around, it something to look forward to, a deeper meaning to life I would call it, but you did nothing and gave into your sloth which is not you-- instead of giving in to pride which defines who you truly are-- and I won't tolerate that you hear me, because to me a person worth is only equivalent to how much they put into it and what lengths they would go to achieve it-- and that my friend is why you are a hypocrite, you slothful wannabee, now with our differences aside give into your desire and accept who you are."

Asura said with an angry tone as he end his speech with a happy tone almost as if he and his close friend made up after a horrible argument.

Meanwhile, Subaru was on the ground crying, and no it wasn't because Asura hurt his feelings it was because everything he said was true.

*Sniff*

"I-it hurts because I can't even deny it."

"Oy, stop with fucking cringe and get up."

"Your disrespectfulness to me and my beliefs is proof that you want to be punished, but sad for you it ain't happening-- wake the fuck up Subaru this world and every other is cruel to those with a weak mind you can only become stronger if you truly set your mind on something you truly desire."

"Sniff to think God would come here himself to give me a wake-up call hahaha...

"Now with that out of the way I'm going to respond to your previous desire and tell you everything you want to know and also the real reason I summon you here, now take a seat."

Said Asura as he waves his hand a single table along with two chairs suddenly appear out of nowhere.

Subaru then took a seat and prepares to listen to what Asura had to say.

_____________________

40 Minutes later.

Subaru had a terrified look on his face as he look at the boy which looks like a younger version of himself was enjoying his terrified expression-- the conversation ended like 15 minutes ago but Subaru was still left paralyzed and deep down he can only thank Asura for kidnaping him his previous kidnapper.

And after finally thinking things through he finally found the zeal to talk of course it was kind of low since the news was too shocking to hear.

"So let me see if I'm getting this right, I was supposed to be transported to another world called the Zeroverse, or that what you call it."

"Yap"

"And the person who summons me is a crazy bitch that is obsessed with me."

"Sounds about right."

"And that said bitch who you refused to tell me her name gave me an extremely useful power well attention that allows me to turn back time upon my death."

"Bingo."

"But the cost of using this power is my psyche."

"Pretty much."

"And the name of these power is call authorities that take inspiration from the seven deadly sins."

"Nine actually, I know sound fuck up right vanity and Sorrow but don't worry about those."

"And because of my power I will meet some rather amazing people, and because I don't want to lose anybody I die extremely traumatic, painful, gruesome, and humiliating deaths just to save them."

"You are not a complete idiot at least."

"And the power of RBD isn't an authority I own but more like the person who is obsessed with me just abusing her authority by giving time and space the finger all because she cares deeply for me and won't allow me to die so she takes my soul from the failed loop and place it in another."

"couldn't have said it any better."

"Yandere much."

"Yandere is too humble of a word but yeah yandere."

"O'God why me though."

"Sorry I can't reveal that to you."

"Why though it is not like you will loos out on anything right so why can't you tell me."

"Hmm... true but I have a reason."

"Ok fine you win."

"I always win."

"And the worst part is you send your maid to fight that monster so you can talk to me but she will be back to kidnap me in 24 hours."

"Yeah, that fate set in stone your going to go to the Zeroverse if you like it or not."

Subaru's entire body began to shake in fear and frustration as he said.

"Hahaha... I'm so fucked on so many levels it not even funny."

"You poor soul, but don't worry that why I am here so I will give you 5 minutes to think over my offer it sho...

"I accept."

Subaru said instantly without batting an eye what choice does he have anyways.

"Ha... are you serious you do know once the pact is made you cant defy my orders as you will have absolute loyalty towards me right think carefully now in the end I'm still a demon."

"I already said I accept what other choice do I have, I rather have more power to defend myself than a broken hax ability that grants me nothing but suffering, a small sacrifice if you ask me."

Subaru then got off his chair as he went in front of Asura and took his right hand put it toward his heart a kneeled before him as he said.

"My God Asura-Sama I swear by your name that you are the only God that I shall serve, with your aid I can conquer all my enemies and I will be the higher ground if you concede it, and may my body be your shield if you shall need it, this is my apostle creed and vow to you my lord."

(A/N): Yes its a Berserk reference live with it.

Meanwhile, Asura had a face as he said to himself.

"So cringe but anyways at least you created the apostle creed quicker than I thought with this the contract is seal now all that is left is the gifting ceremony."

"Yes, Asura-sama."

"Very well then apostle of mine follow me."

"Yes."

Both Asura and Subaru went to the giant three as Asura started to pour his energy inside of it, and while he was doing that Subaru asked.

"Asura-sama what exactly is this place."

"Oh this place is called the path it hold the memories of all worlds, in short I rule this places as the lord paths meaning I can go anywhere in existence even in timelines long forgotten."

"I see, so am I dont know why but anytime im near this three I feel as if foreign memories that arent mines take over my body for a short period of time why is that."

"Oh hmm... well lets just say I cant tell you why that happen as yet but the next time I summon you here I will explain everything to you and why you are seeing these memories that arent yours."

*Sigh* "What a bomber-- ok fine you win but what are you doing."

"It should be done by now look up."

Subaru then look up and to his surprised the Path mysterious three stated to bear a single fruit or that what Subaru think it is.

"Is that a fruit Asura-sama."

"You can call it that I guess."

Asura then remove his hand from the three as he jumps and grab, Subaur then look like a mysterious fruit-- and it was beautiful too beautiful in appearance to even be considered a fruit.

It was a small bluish-purple cube-like orb composed of a unique substance, Subaru didn't understand what the hell this ting is but he know one thing for sure it was dangerous as a powerless person can him could feel immense power coming from it as he said.

"So am I going to eat that."

"Know you are going to merge with it."

"Merge with it."

Subaru said in great confusion.

"But arent fruit meant to be eaten."

"Yea but this thing work differently but dont worry about the detail I will tell you what it does in a few after all a lot of people would kill to get this Hogyoku as it far surpasses any other out there."

"Hogyoku what the hell is that?"