Chapter 32

Not having enough mood to touch the food, I looked through the window to let my mind wander around somewhere, but my mind brought last night memories of us which are mercilessly haunting me every now and then.

Did it happen? Or is it my hallucinations? But it felt real. A single tear rolled down through my cheeks. It shouldn't have happened.

How I ended up in this mess? Why the f**k my legs carried me to the unknown place and why the f**k did I decide to drink? Why? Why? Why? Lots of questions popped onto my mind leaving me no answer and a pounding headache.

On the other hand, Sweety is still angry with me. She didn't utter any words since I returned to our apartment early in the morning. She was so upset when I didn't return back as I promised.

I fed her breakfast and she went to play with other kids. Miss. Jaden informed me that she had been crying for the night asking for her mommy before she fell asleep and I feel sorry for both of them.