I Craved his Attention

Yasurouka's POV

"And you…" I narrowed my eyes at him and he was looking at me keenly.

"Even though you're trying your best to help me, what did I do? I yelled at you and stopped talking with you!" Looking at the calm look in his eye, all the memories from last came flowing into my mind.

Why is he being so kind to me? I don't deserve his kindness. Why can't he be the usual jerk to me? I don't like this.

"Why!? Because I can't accept the things you said at that moment. I'm nothing but a coward running away from reality." There was much frustration in my voice. I was so done with myself that everything has been a mess from the past week. Nothing is going my way.

"Why am I like this!?" I mumbled in a low voice.

"And I have the audacity to expect people to love me back!? Who would love a bitch like me!?" I sighed in disappointment because ranting about myself won't resolve anything.