44. Mixed Feelings

Charlos can still remember the look in Rissa's eyes, implying the deepest sadness when Rissa saw him together with Reva. Even then, he was making out with Reva. If time could be rewarded, Charlos had always wanted to explain who Reva really was. He thought Rissa had seen him with Reva; in fact, Rissa had once guessed that Reva was his lover.

Very ironic, considering how Rissa is the only person who approves of her relationship with Reva. In fact, she didn't really know that Reva was a man.

Now, he has mixed feelings. He was annoyed because basically everyone in the world never agreed to his relationship with Reva. But at least, he was happy because Reva decided to stay in Bandung for some time. Although maybe Reva will return to Canada one day, they will be doing fun things in Bandung for a long time. They had planned to go on a Christmas vacation together.