Chapter 3.4 - FRIENDS

Then unconsciously, I bring my hand down to his crotch, but as soon as I feel how hard he is, he pulls away from the kiss and rushes off the bed...

As he stands he looks at me with a guilty but confused expression...

"I'm engaged to Lina, I don't think we should...."

Immediately, I feel like my heart is being ripped from my chest, but I just faked a smile...

"Oh, I understand"

"We can still be friends, right?"

I didn't want this to ruin our newly formed friendship, so I reply...

"Yes...friends"

As those words left my mouth, he turns around and walks out of the room, before he reaches the door, I ask...

"Where are you going?"

"I have something that I need to do"

"Oh, okay"

And he walks out.

I can tell he's lying but I guess he needs space from me, I mean I just kissed him, 'I KISSED HIM',

Holy hell, why did I do that?...

IN THE MORNING:

After laying in the bed for hours with tears rolling down my face, I finally get up and walk to the bathroom.

I wasn't able to sleep last night, so I waited for him, but he didn't come back. I called him a few times but he didn't answer, so I texted him and he read it, he just didn't reply, so I figured that he was ignoring me.

I stand in front of the bathroom mirror looking at myself-my eyes are red and a little puffy from the crying and not sleeping, my wounds are still not healed, and my body feels uncomfortable...

So I decide to take a shower and put on some new clothes.

A WHILE LATER:

I walk downstairs to see if jungkook came, but as I walk into the garage, his car isn't there...

Suddenly, I hear a grumble in my stomach, so I walk to look for the kitchen...

As I open the fridge, I realize it's empty, so I decide to order some breakfast to be delivered.

FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER:

"KNOCK"

"KNOCK"

"KNOCK"

"I'm coming"

I walk towards the front door from the living room...

I open the door to see a young man who seems familiar...

"Oh, Tae?" he comes closer, observing my face...

"TAE!!" he said while grabbing me and pulling me into a hug.

I quickly pull away...

"Umm...who are you?" I ask with a confused voice.

"It's me 'JIN'"

JIN? JIN?, OH MY GOD!!!

"JIN?"

I said remembering who he is...