8.61 First Blue Star - Not Forgiven

The pleading words continue to come out of Altair Sirius's mouth together with his tears. The pain inside of him at this moment is even more when he is in a state of mania. He felt that he was about to go crazy and wanted to kill himself.

The same words come out of his mouth countless times. Like a broken radio looping each word endlessly. The heartache is pretty obvious on his face and his eyes were misted with tears, falling uncontrollably like a waterfall. Right now, Feng Jing still feels the aftereffects of the permanent mark on his nape.

Lethargic, numb, and sore but seeing his husband cry like that is something he could never get used to. Though he truly wanted to punish his lover for his mistrust towards him, to continue to torment him to this day is still too depressing for him to ignore.