her breaking marriage

"Good, and what did he reply?" I asked and she rolled her eyes.

"Was this even a question? Of course, he would say yes."

I felt at ease, knowing that he would be waiting for me there. But she continued,

  "It was you who had cut every relation with him, he was always waiting for your call." She continued her lecture but I did not listen anymore. 

This was the guilt, that had hurt me more than getting married to Cassius. I did so wrong with Damien, yet he was always ready to help me, and like the greedy person that I was, I was taking his help every time the need arose. But I promised myself, if he would ever need any help, I would be the first person to forward my hand.

"Are you okay, there?" she asked and I furrowed my brows.

"You turned pale suddenly," so she noticed only now, I shook my head.