Wish You’d Miss Me

[SICARIO]

"What's he saying, Russel? What does he mean that I was never the alpha of this pack? What about the things I sacrificed for them? What of the adsorbents you made me do? Did you fucking know about this?" Jer asked angrily as he held Razia roughly.

"You heard him. Awuor Hawi was never stripped of her alpha title. A formal ceremony to dethrone her as the Sicario alpha wasn't ever done, that is why she is still the Sicario alpha. Everyone already knew it, I wonder why you didn't," Razia said tiredly.

She was trying to hold on, but with all that was happening, she had nothing to hold on to. There was really nothing that she could do other than let fate take its course. 

Razia had dialed and she owned it, and she wasn't about to hold on to that failure in the hope that things could have changed. She had five other siblings and maybe they would be able to do the one stating that she and Atticus hadn't been able to do.