Chapter 69 Called it mixed emotions

The lustful gaze of need between them was binding. Her hand caressed his bare chest admiring how beautifully sculpted it felt and looked. Panashe was caught in between cowardice and longing. She wanted William but she was scared. She was afraid... she constantly had to remind herself that he was the same person whom she loved—

'Raped you too.'?Her subconscious joined.

This had been the first time, a man had ever seen me in nothing but my nakedness. It had also been the first time, I had ever seen a man naked. Terrified, was a feeling close to home. He didn't touch me anywhere else. He tried putting it in but I flinched.. he told me to be quiet. He tried pushing it in but it just wouldn't get in.