Pleasure & Love .

(warning triggered mature contains ahead 21+)

Y/n's POV

I looked at his eyes as he was taking his shirt off ,those eyes how much I wish I could take a dive in them and would never come back,those lips I want them to be with mine for forever.....I want those lips to be cuddling with my lips for forever....That silk black lairs which are on top of his head I wanna play with them ...forever "Why didn't you said no to the marriage ?" he asked making me look at him "what ?" I asked confused because I didn't heard him clearly "I asked why you didn't said no for the marriage " He asked again as he hovered above me ...while caressing my hairs lovingly "I I already said I didn't loved you " I said as he chuckled "is that so ? you gonna stick to that fucking stupid lie don't you ?" he said as he smirked and suddenly bite my neck fuck "ahhh " the Yelp of pain left my mouth as moan of pleasure ,But it went more sensual when he started sucking the skin between his lips while his tongue danced occasionally on the skin between his lips while getting the help of his teeths ....I moaned louder when his right hand went inside my panty...making me arch my back and grab his silk lairs between the locks of my fingers while pulling them he pulled back "I know you love it " he whispered under my ear as he licked the skin under my ear fuck "Jungkook please " I whispered as my love for him took over me...."please what baby ?" he asked as he hand touched my most sensitive skin down there ,his fingers moved up and down "tell me love what do you want?" he asked as his fingers kept moving up and down..making me feel the burning sensation on my lower region I swear this boy knows how to make me crazy for him....

"ahh please~~" I moaned again but this time he pushed his long finger inside me making me arch my back hardly as I held onto his shoulders tightly "tell me what you want pleasure or love ?" My eyes opened wide as I heard what he said pleasure or love ? I looked at him as his eyes were red now tears threatening to fall down..."leave " they were the only words that left my mouth as I tried to push him away but he held both my wirst in his hand and put them up while hovering above me so I can't move..."for fuck sake Kang Y/n just tell me that you love me I'll I'll do anything to make you and hyung away please just say those words " he yelled trustfated (sorry I mean frustrated) I closed my eyes as I tried my best to tell him that yes I do love him,take me with you love i wanna be with you ....but am afraid what Mr.kang will do to him...I I Can't afford to lose him please ,am happy even though he will hate me for the rest of the life ,I can still watch him from afar but what if he goes away from me ,away from my eyes then how am I supposed to live ? how am i supposed to breath ,this heart will just become a stupid box which will only beat for no reason....I will be dead inside "No I don't love you now leave leave " I said as I opened my eyes and looked at him "Remember this moment you choosed this path for yourself Kang Y/n " he said as he moved away and started wearing his clothes while I just curled up on the bed...bringing my knees close to my chest to console my own self..."Get ready for the hell you gonna go through for the rest of your life....if you wanna live peacefully Leave this place right now ,today right this moment because don't show me your face again, if I see your face again I don't know what I would do !" he said as he looked at me for the last time before going out of the room closing the door harshly behind him....making me flinch hard...