You'll be fine

Dinner was really awkward for the both of them. Although they had taken it lightly before leaving the kitchen, sitting opposite each other now as they silently ate made the atmosphere awkward. 

Even though Yun tried to keep his cool and act like everything was fine, his heart was beating uncontrollably. He still could not believe he had actually kissed her. Hell! He had kissed Mei Lijuan. And if she hadn't ruined it, it would have been the best kiss he had had in his life because none of them had actually planned for it to happen. He had only wanted to comfort her, tell her it was going to be fine and he was there for her, but he had been tempted. And he hadn't been able to overcome the temptation, or maybe he really wanted to fall into the temptation.