I will always be her villain

LUCIFER

"When you say that, it makes me wonder. You never really trusted anyone other than me after what happened in the human realm. You distanced yourself from Elza, Jacks and Lyra too. You kept virtually no contact with any of our other friends or mutual acquaintances."

Lucifer didn't say anything to that because the girl was right. But, how could anyone blame him for not trusting after everything they went through? The reason he ended up cursed by that woman was because his human subordinates betrayed him, and what happened in the spirit realm with Lennon? His own flesh and blood raped his wife, his parents and the servants he grew to trust growing up all knew. They all stood by and watched it happen.