All I want for Christmas... #rambles

It's a good book, the beginning at least. As the author, I kinda, as per usual, derailed. No, I'm not proud of this, but it's a fixed writing style; killing off main characters, blood, gore, and death... It's all my style.

Now here I am in the last 10+ chapters wanted to explain why, where, and how the male leads for in and where they should be placed, so I kinda dropped our main lead Du-Gooder.

Her, heh, I have a whole set of plans for her but as I am finishing another book and yeh, life, I can not bring in miss Du back as yet.

Funnily the ending has been written. That partly explains the title to a T.

I was so proud of myself that I had to pat myself on the back.

Now, I wanna mention again that 'all I want for Christmas...' is not some basic love brain book focusing on simple stuff okay~

She died, males died and they were then brought to another world.

This gave some readers whiplash, heh, to be evil I thought it was funny with such abruptness. As for the culprit blame it on Di'ordi.

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(author a few days later....)

Now I just published a chapter 104, called memories.

Writing that little bit took me five days. I was confused, I ended up writing some fight scenes just to figure out her emotion. As an author I should know about emotions, understand my characters but my writing style unfortunately is not that way. Du-Gooder in fact, in the beginning she was suppose to be a mortal not part of the universal series I have going on.

I had done all the points and everything drawing up the end with satisfaction. sadly though... the character had to appear in my mind and ruin it. Yes, that is my writing style, I let the characters do their thing unable to interfere much, I feel so sad but hey, I perform necromancy on them 90% of the time so... anyway back to the subject at hand.

In the chapter 104: memories, I found myself kind of depressed, she woke up and hand to lay there trying to understand her past lives, of course, we must blame Di'ordi, in her actual story she was all over the place and it ended up affecting other realms and timelines. In this case, the first few chapters of all I want for Christmas... which were smutty, yet smooth derailed because of her.