A letter from future

Dear you,

These past few days, I've been trying to get to know you better.

I asked my mom about you,

She told me that you were one of the nicest baby girls in the world.

She told me that you were headstrong, you always get in your own way since the day one yet you were sweet, smart and delightful.

Her eyes sparkled while she was talking about you. .

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And my sister texted me two days ago. We were talking about her sons but end up talking about you, instead. She said that how her youngest son remind her of you. Since it was a text, i couldn't see her face or eyes to witness the sparks, yet i could feel it through her written words. she adores you. .

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I haven't had real conversation with my dad since months ago. So, I got nothing about you from him. He is not talkative person. He is pretty quiet. But i can tell that he loves you endlessly. Remember when you were sick and you wanted to eat Sweet Murtabak few years ago? He rode his motorcycle in the middle of rainy night just to buy you some sweet murtabak? .

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I've been trying to reach out to you.

I know it is not easy

I am not hoping that you'll let your frozen pain melting easily. I expect nothing but you'll put your guard down and shift your gaze at floor to me. I want you to know that i am here to help you helping us to have pain-free life.

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I wont give up on you as you wont give up on convincing me to give up.