A Bouquet of Advises

Alas, I need now to transfer school because my grades are waaaay down lower than my panties. I transferred to Ginaraw College to finish my final year. I got to know new faces and new friends but I only trust my secrets to Freya. I know to myself that I cannot handle this alone so one time when we were alone at my new boarding house I opened up to her saying....

Esrin: Freya I lied to you before we met back in A Univ. I told you that I lost my virginity to Nick, that was a lie. I lost my virginity way back in High School to a guy named Earl. Im sorry.

Freya: Wow, that was out of the blue Esrin but it's okay you know me, you can tell me anything.

Esrin: You know now that I have 5 current boyfriends right?

Freya: Yes my dear and you also brag it to me everyday and Im used to it (laughs like an elephant)

Esrin: (laughs like a hyena) I know that but here's a thing. Do you think this you know all this Im doing is right?

Freya: No

Esrin: Why oh please say it to me by heart and tell me what to do

Freya: Esrin, I love you but listen to me eh. You f*cked those boys and made them like call boys 1 2 3... and they give you this mobile phone sh*ts and give you loads and allowances but you need to stop this just give them to other females instead just to balance fertility nature. You are so lucky you know that you did not get pregnant after all those sex you had.

Esrin: Your mouth is so evil you know that (laughs)

Freya: (laughs) What I mean to say is, just try to balance your love interest on one man so that you'll know the real meaning of love just try it.

Esrin: Hmm, I'll think of it.

That shoot an arrow through my mind but right now Im not ready to let any of them go. I need them you know, I need them to satisfy me.

Four months before my graduation, this Nick came up to my boarding house and told me to have a relationship with him for real no more boy toys. I disagreed, he was so furious that he left like he was on a rampage. Two weeks later I got a call from my mom.....

Mother: Dear where are you now?

Esrin: Im fixing my papers mom for graduation

Mother: Do you have time to come home?

Esrin: Sure I can go home anytime. We had less to do. Why so sudden?

Mother: Don't panic okay.

From the voice of my mom, I can tell that something big was up and calling me in like that all of a sudden. My heart dropped and listened to my mom's voice with teary eyes.

Esrin: Mom, what's the matter please say it now.

Mother: Dad, is on a hospital right now dear . He had an heart attack and they say if we cannot transport him to the city in less than a few hours he'll die.

After my mother utter the word "he'll die" I did not hear anything anymore as if I was on an empty cave without exit or air. I quickly run out of school and head back home. I had to ride for 50 mins. to get home. Exactly when I entered our house my father was carried by my uncles and cousins to the ambulance. My mom hurrily scooped my family's savings at the bank and we all head straight to a small airport. My father have to fly in a helicopter and get to a high rank hospital fast so that he'll survive.

We got to the hospital six hours after via SUV and cried after I saw my Father still at the operating room. I feel so numb and my legs are shaking. Then, my half-sisters confronted me...

Half-sister 1: How could you do this to Dad you are despicable you know that!

Half-sister 2: This is on you it is all your fault. If father comes out and does not breath then I'll throw you out of our house for good!

I was puzzled by the things my sisters are telling me, for I have also suffered, and I did nothing wrong. Why is it my fault. I ask my mom why and even she cannot face me , she did not say aby other words and left me there. So I cried and did not understand what is happening . Suddenly, my cousin came and told me that Nick called my Father telling him that I had multiple sex partners and lots of boyfriends that Im a hoe all of those things I gained from him like mobile phones and money. I was petrified. That call from Nick triggered my father's heart disease. Now I know that the cause of this ruckus is Nick. I trusted that bastard and I did not expect he will contact my dad like that and say something like that ti him. So called that f*cking big sh*t up.

Esrin: What have you done? you really told my dad all of my secrets I trusted you!!! How did you know about my fathers number!!!!

Nick: I told you I want nothing but you that I will do anything. I got your fathers number when you were in the shower room.

Esrin: Thanks a lot now my father is on the hospital under operation and you are the cause!!! I don't want you anymore Let's split up!!!!

Nick: I don't give up that easily (ends call)

I did not think of Nick anymore that day because i have been praying and waiting for my fathers recovery.

Hours that pass felt like a year in that hospital. At last my father was on recovery and soon after he came home. I had the decision to let everything go for my father's health

. Yes he is strict but in this world he's my only father. Six days before graduation I came home again and gave my parents the invitation for graduation. They were so proud of me and my achievement. Evening came and my father ordered lots of food for our dinner I was so excited. During dinner I opened my mouth and said...

Esrin: Parents and sisters Im so sorry I had been a headache to you from the start and I just want you to know that I will do anything to fix myself from now on. Sister's I love both of you so please don't bully me or let me feel Im less than a sister to both of you. Mom, I will be responsible from now on and I will be a good lady. Dad, I will do anything for your sake and I will let anything go for you to stay.

Family: (cried as they all hear that coming from me)

Right after graduation I felt like a real member of my family. Right after that incident my sisters treasured me and showed affection towards me just like what they do to each other. Mom and Dad is in a good health now. I split up with Clark, Kurt, Ace, and Liam

The only problem that I have to face now is Nick. My family advised me to start over and forget about those men especially Nick. They I mean We are all mad at him but he keeps on texting me or calling me like none stop. Sometimes at night at my boarding house he even creeps at my door or even shouts my name. I was so scared. Even Freya thinks that he is obsessed with me and told me to keep an open eye. Everyone telling me that I should go to the police for him to stop. I did not go for I know that he'll stop once he's over it.

One day at my boarding house at 1pm in the afternoon. Nick came with a stuffed toy and told my landlady that he is my boyfriend, so that he has a reason to come in. We talked that this should stop and he weirdly cried like like an hour so I secretly send a text to my sister to get help. We were still in a middle of a conversation like for two hours when he suddenly kissed me and forced to have sex with me. I shouted for help but no one heard me. Then suddenly a police came and stopped Nick. I was so scared that time I can't even utter any word. My sisters called the police they told me he was a friend of Jenna (sister #2) and he was also the cousin of Jenina's (sister #1) boyfriend. He's name is King.

I let Nick go for I took pity of him and my family was furious of him and told him that if he ever dares to approach me again they will sue him

and let him rot in jail. So that ended Nick and so is my relationships and affairs.

This incident was put on behind after 4 months then I noticed that King visited our house every now and then. He then confessed that he likes me then my family pushed me to have a relationship with him because they are secure if he's around me. They advised me to try it but limit it to one hahaha! So we did.

My friends also supported me all the way and Freya kept me in check so that there are no more side guys.

Eleven months past by so quick that I did not even felt it. Now I am secured that King is on my side now and forever. He treats me like a queen, princess, goddess, lady and all combined. I was so lucky to have him. Oh! did I mentioned that we'll be married soon.

I Ersin, telling all of you don't be selfish, open up to people and listen well. Don't let desire go first before comfort. Wait for your King he'll come for you and your family will always be there for you thick or thin. Never give in to temptations be sure to check out for negative results in the future. This ends my story I am Esrin and my only man King can't get enough of me.~

End of Esrin's story