Why are you shaking my heart?
It's been 1-2 hours since we've came in S.K Entertainment. The day was a total success to me and I like how the employees explained everything in details.
But right now I feel insanely hungry after grabbing so many information. I didn't even get to eat anything because we left home hurriedly. Dia is silent today since she was blessed with the sight of enigmatic Park Jimin.
I shook her hand and asked her, "Let's go eat something. I'm hungry. I can't even stand properly."
She looked at me and smiled in such a way which gave me the vibe that she's done for the rest of her life.
Oh boy!!! This is unexpected. She can't just stay all silent just because she's attacked by the sudden visual!! I drag her towards the door after I realize that the training for today is over and we can go and eat now.
I was walking towards the door all excited that I'll get to eat now. Just after I placed my hand on the door knob it opened. Someone pushed the door from outside. I moved back with one hand on the knob and grabbing Dia's hand by the other.
The person who came in is the one I was expecting to see for a long time but never expected to see in such a place.
I felt all my blood rushing towards my toe. I could feel that my face is all white as if someone has sucked the blood from all over my body. I felt my heart beating fast like it may explode in any moment. I felt like getting caught inside a tornado and having no way out.
Is that Jin? I mean, yeah! Is that Kim Seokjin? The one that I was dying to meet with? The one that my eyes were searching for since the day that I came here?
What on earth is he doing here? How can I meet him in this place? What's going on?
Jin came in. He is at least 181 cm tall with really broad shoulders and athletic built. He looked like a statue carved from white marble with an aura emitting from his body. The photos that he sent me explain and prove nothing about how he looks in person.
I could feel my knees making their way towards the floor and I clasped Dia's hand tightly.
He stood there after closing the door for a mere 4-5 seconds.
His gaze was fixated on my face and he frowned mildly as if he was annoyed at something. He didn't even seem surprised as if he was expecting me to see.
He lifted his right hand and waved at someone.
Then he walked past me as if nothing happened after leaving me bewildered.
The whole incident took 10-15 seconds. But it felt like an hour to me.
I could feel that my body temperature is extremely low and my head is spinning as if I can collapse at any damn moment. I collided with the door just before Dia grabbed me by my arm.
I don't know how to feel right now. Should I feel joyous because I got to see him? Or should I cry out loud because that person just ignored me like a passerby and broke every inch of hope that I have been building since the 3 months that I got to know him?
I don't know if I was extremely hungry and my head was spinning just because of that or I was emotionally unstable and exhausted that I fell on floor and just before I was losing my sense I heard Dia calling out loud, "Help me please!!! Please!! She is unconscious"...
I lost myself right there.
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I was running barefoot through a tunnel. It was dark.
There were pebbles scattered throughout the road. I was bleeding. All that I was following was a fading ray of light at the end of the tunnel. I was running to reach that light.
Suddenly I could feel someone dragged me by my hand from behind. I stopped with a jerk and fell on someone. I collided with a scent, a fragrance that made me hypnotized.
I tried to lift my head to see who it was. Two strong hands were holding me. I felt my face against someone's chest. I felt something sharp was making its way into my heart. It was painful. There was an unfamiliar scent and feeling. But a feeling of desire which was almost making me go insane.
He whispered in my ear,
"Are you sure you're going to the right direction? Look here, am I not your destiny?"
I stood there holding him. I couldn't say anything. I felt the sharp thing piercing through my heart. But I couldn't withdraw from that embrace. He lowered his head and touched my lips. It was a smell which erased my earthly senses from my mind. I uttered like I was under a spell,
"Yes, you're my destiny. A destiny which is killing me."
"Ridhi...can you hear me? Open your eyes girl...are you coming to your senses??"
I felt someone was hovering over my face. My head was paining like it was hit by a stone. I opened my eyes. My vision was a little blurry but I could see that it was Dia.
Ok! I was dreaming. What a weird dream!
"Thank God! You're awake! Are you ok now?", Dia is shaking my hand now. I can see how anxious she is.
I tilt my head a little to acknowledge that I am ok. I'm in a white room. There is a white bed sheet covering me. I guess it is a hospital bed. I can smell medicine. There is an IV drip channelled through my left hand. I can see Dia and Adi standing on my right. They both look extremely anxious.
Wait...who is that? I notice an unfamiliar face. But a face you can never forget if you see once.
Dia followed my gaze and suddenly said,
"Oh wait, this is Mr. Kim. Production manager of SK Entertainment. He's here to see if you're ok or not. He has been waiting since 1 hour."
Well, since today morning all I'm getting are repeated heart aches due to unbelievably pretty faces. I didn't believe that 'pretty men' exist because men are considered to be rough and handsome in India, not pretty. But all my stereotypes are broken since the day I've came to know these standards of beauty.
Mr. Kim is tall, at least 179 cm. He has bleached blonde hair. He has a strikingly amazing face. He's in a black suit and all I can see is an aristocratic prince is standing at the end of my bed. I try to sit up. He opens his mouth a little bit.
"It's ok. Please don't bother to sit up. How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine. Thank you. It really wasn't needed that you came to see me all the way here. You must be busy." I say after much trying.
"It's ok. You must be someone important that hyung has personally taken the initiative to admit you in our in house medical centre. He told me to update him about your health too."
"Ummmmmm....hyung??...who are you talking about??? I'm sorry that I can't exactly follow." I stare at him with an interrogative look in my eyes.
"Hyung. The CEO. Kim Seokjin. Don't you know him?"
I am still not sure how to act. Kim Seokjin? Jin? He's the CEO of SK Entertainment? Really? That's why he was there?
Our research? Our field study? My scholarship? Was he the one meddling with everything in my life up to now since I came here?
Wait! Am I in his company medical room?? Should I hide? Should I run? Am I dreaming? Should I scream? What to do now?