Thoughts(2)

The only thing that sisi did during the holidays was jus sleeping, chatting with her mom and watching TV.

she only got know her better during this period of time. Till then she used to think that her mother doesn't love her as her father does.

this is because she heard a lot from her grandmother that when she was 3 and was staying at her grandmother's place so that she would go to school as their place doesn't have schools, that her father use to come every day to see her despite being very busy.

paired with her relationship with her over that year she thought that only her father love her dearly, not her mother.

As the time passed, she slowly got to know what her mother had been through and how she has not been able to see her when she was small. it's then that she got to know that since her mother is a woman, she had no choice but to listen to her in-laws.

sisi had prepared in her mind that no matter what situation she will be in, she should not treat anyone based on gender only. she thought her mother could be happier if her father supported her mother. but when it comes to his parents, mr.yang can't utter even a word against them.

she got to know that the sense of fear about 'what others might think' could even destroy one's world. her mother is a clear example for that and her life have been the same till date.

when her board results are out she was so nervous to even open it and when she did, the server was blocked. sudden her father called and said she got 97 percent and congratulated her.she felt very happy, it was her first achievement after all.