Let's Take Our Winding Crossroads Again, Shall We?
He was my world. He was my everything. But I wasn't his. Still, I insisted to be one.
Now he's gone. He disappeared from my life.
I am just counting the few remaining time of my pathetic life. Remembering the days I made ridiculous decisions and created problems after problems.
I smiled bitterly.
I made my life this miserable but I still wanted to blame others.
If I wasn't blinded by selfishness and jealousy I could see the real picture.
If I wasn't clouded with too much envy I could avoid those tragedies.
If only I could re-live my so called life, I would treasure everything especially him. I wouldn't be consumed by greed.
If only...
I finally closed my eyes with my being fully consumed with regret. I whispered softly one last time... His name and I'm sorry.
I thought I will never open my eyes again, but...
I did.
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