We’re done the dinner in 30 minutes and get ready to bed after. Lena is taking shower and clean herself consider she just been on a long flight, and I prepare the bed for us to sleep. This bedroom is pretty messed up because no one sleep in here, Rosa makes this room unoccupied because both Rosa and Alison sleep in the different room. I smile when remembering this room was the place that Lena and I used to spend our night together, it left me some memories of us.
I need to fix everything… I need to fix my future plan. I don’t want to live in fear like this. I don’t want Lena to drown deep into her business and never back to normal lives. I need to talk to her tonight and make everything clear, but I’m not sure. My mind is full of thought, thought of how could I explain these feelings to her. She maybe didn’t like it, but I have to tell her before everything getting worse.