7

"Do you know that you are really cold like you were before?". he said not taking the eyes off me while my heart danced inside crazily. 'because am really tensed' I wanted to say but didn't. For the first time, I saw his face close. Like a dream, his dark brown eyes, glazing in the dim light, the fine sharp jawline and his dark hair. He moved his face bit closer and touched my face. "really cold" he said. he ran his thumb over my cheek and then through my lips. He leaned forward and slowly touched my lips with his. Kissing gently. For a moment I felt my nerves being attacked by atom bombs. I pushed him back catching my breath and looked at him holding to his shirt tightly. 'this is wrong' I thought. But I didn't loosen my grips him with one hand on his chest, gripping hard.. He rushed over me, kissing again with force this time. I leaned back almost lying on the couch and Mr. H on top of me. 'what do I do' I thought but didn't care to do anything. I held on to him tightly and kept my hands around his neck. He stopped for a moment and looked at me again. My eyes were almost filled with tears. I knew well what feeling I was going through and how much trouble am going to be in, in my future. But this moment I didn't want to stop. "maybe, I guess" he panted "am falling" he said while I caught up with my breath but I didn't understand what he was saying since everything inside my head was already too loud. He leaned and kissed me again, his hands cupping my breast, squeezing them a little, I felt the nipples harden and later his fingers worked on my hoodie unzipping them and running his fingers down my shirt unbuttoning them one by one. he chuckled in between saying "why does your clothes have too many buttons" and he removed his trench coat and I unbuttoned the shirt and put them down running my hands to his zipper. He undid my ponytail, moved the hair from my face and took me in his arms and kissed me slowly right from my forehead to my navel. He in took his jean off and then removed mine. He put his one hand in my thighs and slowly slid the upward, rubbing softly making me wet and I clenched my fist holding on to him. He kissed my lips and went down the neck taking my breast in his mouth, sucking softly and went for the other. A good ten minutes later he entered me without causing a havoc since it was my first time. I bit my lip to stop myself from screaming loud out of the pain. And that was all I could remember. With the clothes lying on the floor and wrapped under the blanket, in our own world. Who would have thought that I would end up sleeping with a guy I just met.