chapter 1

"similar to my understanding thy shall not be confused" The darkness fills the mind of sorrow, burdened by the loss of the remains of their loved ones. "Thy shall not be unholy" speaking the languages of the forbidden." Is they mind capable" comprehending the world and it's understanding, just a simple puppet under a wing but who is the puppet master. " They shall step up and thy mind shall be clear of no sufferings thy shall be reborn". The darkness feeling an empty room with no empathy nor sorrow and finally a step is taken as the light from above finally shows, the pain and guilt together goes out of sight and in the beginning and the end you see hope and enlightenment. But then of sudden a tough force appears then the light once again vanishes and then...jade awakens.

"Get up you weirdo it's time for school"

Another day but in the mind of jade say no words and pretend to be silent. No words are mumbled nor spoken like the vocals in a body unable to function. Again she opens her mouth but no clear words being spoken a tear sheds and she gets up. Gets up and goes to freshen, sits in the dining table and eats in silence finally the dad speaks but as he speaks no words are heard and then the sister laughs showing that a joke was made jade shows strong signs of anger and resentment. "Don't forget your pills" the dad mumbles. She takes one and grabs her bag to leave. She strolls near a park before heading straight to school upon arriving she sits in a toilet sit till she hears the bell rings then walks to class. She skips lunch and reads a book in the toilet before heading to her remaining classes. Returns home and skips dinner heading straight to bed. Falls asleep and once more and again it's narratives to begin. A dark land of sorrow and emptiness, full of regrets and hopelessness " thy shall not be unholy" and back to an empty dark room of no where out, no light but just the things you are unable to see. Dear all over the dark empty room of no escape tears dropping from all ends and nothing to redeem such a hopeless soul. No amount of love could fill up this broken heart no amount of pain could match to the reason to why the heart was broken " thy shall not be broken and hopeless" the terror hidden deep inside as it wails to a point the body has terrible shakes, no amount of scary fictional characters could get anywhere near this heart. It's been broken once and does not fear all. In the life of the living and the dead as this is too intwined together this could create destruction but what better way than to keep it locked inside a heart with no pain "thy shall step up and thy pain and sorrow begone" it's too dark you can't see a thing the heart is fighting an endless battle between death and reality. It's a bit delusional to think anything joyful would happen at this point but suddenly it all fades and you see the step once more, the light as you can now begin to see as it comes but in fear you think of it departing.