Chapter 4

It might be weird since normally I'd be lazy, but lately I've been thinking about something, haven't I! More like someone, I've been thinking about Sarah more often.

Damn I'm starting to hate this feeling, it's weird.

In my previous life I was a virgin, I did have a boyfriend, but we weren't romantic, we even just held hands, more than that we never had, in the end we broke up.

Since I've never felt what a woman's body is like, I wonder if it's really that amazing.

Because I was getting famous I accidentally met Howard Stark and Maria, when the two of them came to a restaurant to eat, at that time Howard was still a playboy, he was still not married to Maria or better known as Maria Stark in the future.

I quickly became friendly with Howard, he was a good friend, except for his big mouth and playboy nature.

As I became more intimate with Howard, I eventually told him about the thing that had always bothered me, hearing him make Howard laugh Maria laughed too.

Howard said that I had fallen in love, making me stunned, Howard laughed again when he said that I had to express my feelings immediately, Maria also said that I had to immediately confess to Sarah.

But somehow I became afraid, this feeling of fear really made me nervous, I was afraid if Sarah refused, I was afraid that our relationship would not be like before, I was afraid that Steve would be angry with me, I already considered Steve as my own son.

But Howard gave me a piece of advice, which really surprised me, because I know what kind of person he is, so it was quite a shock for him to give one.

"My friend Kein, sometimes you have to come forward, you have to confess your feelings, otherwise one day you will regret it, will deeply regret what you did for not telling the truth, so muster up your courage and express your true feelings!"

Well maybe because of that advice I decided to reveal it, first I took Sarah to various places, bought clothes, and finally I invited her to dinner.

"Come on Kein, you can do it!" I muttered trying to encourage myself.

"Sarah, I know this may surprise you, since the first time we met somehow I had a strange feeling, after continuing to live with you I started to feel many things, until I finally realized about this feeling, Sarah I fell in love with her, will you marry me! "Well shockingly I refused, he said he was old, and had a son, I know it surprised him.

Of course he would reflexively refuse, but still being rejected by the first woman I liked in this world, was very painful.

Seeing that I was sad, and calming down the feeling of being weak, he was silent before finally also lowering his head.

When we got back to my house I went straight to my room and lay down, I started drinking a lot of alcohol at once, this is the strongest alcohol I have.

At least if I get drunk this feeling will go away, hopefully...

...

The next morning the curtains were sore, I looked around, and found my room a mess, with lots of wine bottles lying around.

My clothes were also gone, the strangest of all was Sarah lying next to me, without wearing any clothes, which was no less strange, there was a smell all around her, I knew without needing further explanation.

(Note: Hey it's me Dabi! Maybe it's weird why I made the story a bit shorter this time, well I'm just lazy, but like the previous day I gave two chapters, so don't worry! Ooh right please give me the Power Stones! If there are 10 Power Stones the next day I'll give you Three Chapters! But if it reaches 100 Strength Stones, then I give you Four Chapters! If it reaches 300 Strength Stones, then I'll give you Five Chapters!)