A fool in Love ..

Okay ,my lord , if you don't like me Calling you the moon ,I will never call you that gain ,if you don't like seeing my face i promise I will never show you my face again ..

No.... Eun Joeng said hysterically..

Then you want to see me ... Kai asked a bit surprised..

No..

then ,do you want me to die ,my lord .. Kai asked again hopefully , he would , he would of course die if that's all he wants , he who is his moon , his life , his happiness...

No , are you out of your mind , who plays jokes like that... EUN Joeng rebuked immediately as he heard the horrible words come out of the Beggar's mouth.

I am not joking my lord ,if you want me to die , I will kill myself... Gamja answered like it was not his life he was talking about , it felt more like he was talking about a toy and if Eun Joeng didn't like it then he will just destroy it , though the words were simple but they made Eun Joeng's spine go cold.

He got up and walked to some distance as Gamja followed behind him quietly ,

He halted his steps infront of a rock and sat on it... Gamja also stopped slowly ,only peeking a bit at Eun Joeng he sat in front of him on his knees and said..

Are you hurt ,my lord , he asked as he saw Eun Joeng had put both his hands on his face...

No , I am fine , he answered taking his hands off his face..

Are you thirsty my lord, Gamja asked again..

No.. he answered shortly..

Are you hungry my lord... Gamja asked again 

No.. he answered again..

Gamja got disappointed and pouted as he looked down to the ground...

Why didn't you come for the last three days, don't you know how dangerous it is to walk alone at night and that too for a beautiful person like me.. Eun Joeng stated sarcastically as he looked at the poor beggar.

Sorry ,my lord I thought you didn't want to see me after i ....I kissed..

Okay okay I know .. Eun Joeng interrupted as he didn't want to continue the topic.

You can go now and do whatever you wanted to ... I don't want to talk to you anymore... EUN Joeng stated.

Okay ,my lord .. Gamja said and got up to leave but turned around and asked..

My lord , can I come tomorrow...

KIM Eun Joeng looked at him with an unreadable expression and said...

Do whatever you want..

Gamja heard Eun Joeng's answer and with a weird feeling of a hope for a better tomorrow and with a last look on Eun Joeng's face ,he left like a fool in love , fool who didn't know what was waiting for him tomorrow.

Gamja went back to the fair and saw that a crowd was surrounding the place where he had left won and someone was crying loudly , Gamja knew it was won and thought that someone had bullied him , he quickly went through the crowd and on getting closer ,he heard won's cries ...

Please find my hyung , he is very ill and mentally disturbed, he doesn't remember anything ,please help me ...

Gamja shook his head and went to won as tapped him on the shoulder..

Won ,won...

But won had his eyes closed as he continued crying...

Please help me find my hyung , i think someone has murdered him ,please hyung , hyung , where are you...

Won ,I am here , open your eyes .. Gamja said shaking him vigorously...

Won opened his eyes and saw Gamja in front of him and jumped on him , hugging him tightly...

Hyung , where did you go ,i thought you are dead... won asked...

Oh my i forgot for a moment that aside from my lord I have this silly kid ... Gamja thought hugging him back as a smile made its way up his face 

......

i can't do this , i can't ,i am losing my sanity ,I need to get away from this place , he thought desperately as he thought about the scene that happened during the day.

....

After the scene won made at the fair for losing Gamja, he was dragged back to their home by his Gamja hyung , even after coming back from the market won kept crying and hugging Gamja to sleep all night .

In the morning , Gamja woke up and did his things like usual and after that went to market to beg ,in the evening like everyday he went to get his love from work , Gamja reached there and like always he hid behind the wall to wait for his moo.. no it's to wait for his light , Gamja waited there till late at night but Eun Joeng didn't come out of the office, he got dejected and slumped against the wall..

Looks like he didn't come to work today ... Gamja thought and went back to his home and slept...

The next day he did the same things and again he didn't see Eun Joeng , Gamja once again went back home with disappointment and tiredness and again slept without eating anything ,not being able to see his beautiful being Gamja was losing interest in things and he was going into a very bad state ..

Gamja went their the third day and then the fourth day and so on ,he went their every single day in hopes of seeing Eun Joeng again ,but he didn't, Eun Joeng never came to work again nor was he seen in the market or anywhere near his house , these days Gamja could not sleep or eat and went into an agressive mode...

After a few days ,when Gamja was still waiting for Eun Joeng to come out of the office , he heard his two subordinates talking in front of the building...

I heard sir Kim Eun Joeng got transferred .. one of them said looking at the other.

Yeah , I heard that too , its a good news though , he always made us work overtime, I hate it... the other chirped in..

Yeah , thank God ,he went there , I didn't like him one bit.. the first one stated cockily...

Where did he go , Gamja cried out loud hearing these words and came out of his hiding...

Ahhh ghost .. the first subordinate screamed as he saw something appear infront of him out of thin air...

It's not ghost ,it's me , can you tell me where he went .. Gamja asked desperately.

Aissh ,you little .he was about to hit Gamja when other one stopped him ..

Stop it , are you going to touch this low classs beggar... he said and turned towards Gamja.

Why are you here , didn't I say I will kill you if I see you lurking around here again .. he yelled at Gamja.

I am sorry , I will never come here again ,but please tell me where he went ... Gamja requested in a desperate manner...

Who went where , who are you asking about... he replied

My lor.. I mean the state advisor... Gamja said in a sorrowful voice..

What do you want , do you want to attack him or something ,tell me this instant or i will kill you... the subordinate raised his voice looking Gamja dead in the eye...

No ,no , I am not here to attack him or anything but he said he .. he will give me something in the alms ,he promised to meet me here . Gamja answered with tears in his eyes..

He is not here ,he can't give you anything ,get away from here now.. 

Where did he go.. Gamja asked again.