Eighteen

The next day, Skye traveled on a business trip. I didn't want to be home alone in his big house. I went back to my apartment and stayed with Sam. Sam teased me every day about being Sam's husband. It really was annoying but I found myself accepting it.

These two days of his absence made me feel so empty. My thoughts were all about him and my cock swelled each time his thoughts grazed my mind. My body has never needed anyone the way it does naturally in his absence. It was worse when he called, the  silence that lasted for a while before he ended the call was everything. It made my heart tightened and turned me on.

But this was an opportunity to see Juliet. It was time to face her and stop avoiding her like the plague. She didn't do any wrong to deserve my mistreatment.

On Thursday, After lectures  I waited to meet Juliet. She looked so sad to when she saw  me. That was my fault and I knew it. During this little trip with Skye, I thought about her and how I have been an asshole. I was not the perfect person for her.

She did me a favor by waiting to hear whatever I had to say. "What do you have to say this time?"

"I'm sorry"  I hesitated. "I have been an asshole and I don't know how to face you. I don't deserve you"

" Are you breaking up with me?" she seems to get the message.

" I'm sorry" I said again.

" I waited for you to be a better boyfriend and all you could come up with was a break up? She sighed in disbelief.  " Are you seeing anyone?"

" No," I replied quickly.

" Then why are you breaking it off with me?"

" Cos I don't deserve you" my voice shook.

" But, I love you" she broke down.

For a while I wanted to take back my words. But that would be making things hard.

It's better now so she can get over it, my heart churned painfully seeing her like this.

The silence said it all.

" We should talk about this some other time. For now we should give ourselves some time and space"  She wiped her tears and walked away.

Skye picked me up from my apartment as he came back from his business trip.

I sat quietly in his car and deep down dying to be mushy with him but I couldn't hold myself at his home. I reached for him and kissed him so hard. He kissed back roughly and hauled me up, my legs Wrapped around him while he moved me to his room.

He dropped on the bed.

We breathed heavily, yanking our clothes off.

" I thought about you everyday." He whispered

" Me too," I replied seductively.

His lips sucked my mouth and tongue, then slid his tongue to my nipples. He slid his finger downwards and to my hole, I moaned. His fingers grazed it and slipped in gently. My cock swelled so much.

" Do you like it?" I heard him ask.

" Yes. Don't stop" I whimpered. It was so good that I didn't want him to stop.

He kissed his way down to stomach and drew my legs open, he kissed my hardness and moved down and It shocked that he was heading for my hole. I wanted to see how good it felt so I stayed still as he drew his tongue over it.

It was cold at first but as I got used to it, it started feeling so good. After sometime, he reached for the drawers and slipped out a condom and a lube.

I wasn't sure if I was ready for this. I Had educated myself with enough gay porn recently to know what the lube was for. I thought it was painful but the men I see in porn loved and screamed for more. Since it was Skye, I allowed him to do whatever he wanted.

The lube was so cold when he applied it in my hole. He fingered me a little and applied on his cock too. I wondered how his large cock was going to fit into my tiny hole. He tore the condoms with his teeth and wore it.

I moaned painfully when he inserted his cock into me. "Ahhhhh. It's painful"

"I'm sorry" he kissed me deeply for a while and I felt comfortable. Gently, he Inserted it again.

He moved slowly, not wanting me to feel any pain. I was moaning, getting used to his thrust. The pain turned into pleasure, there was was a sweet spot beyond the pain and he finally found that.

He began to move faster hitting that sweet spot. I didn't know the gibberish he was saying but it sounded so sexy and the fact he was enjoying the moment made me feel warm.

I shoot faster than I could expect.

His breathing got deeper, he groaned. Thrusting faster and harder and then shooting his cum.