ARIANA'S POV
Why me? Why did this have to happen to me? If Alex never came back, l would be happier and not getting distracted. I hate emotions. Being emotional is not who l am. I wanted to drive home but l was angry, shocked and a bit broken after all that happened so l decided to book myself into a hotel.. I could not go home and l needed to be far. Why did Adam get angry? I don't matter to him. I was so freaking mad. Alex expected me to just forgive him. He wanted me to understand in his word exactly' ''I WAS YOUNG''. Bull shit. I tried sleeping but l couldn't. I loved Alex and still do. He made me feel wanted. Adam also came to mind. Both the tatooed brother fighting. Over me. I finally slept around 1am and my phone had been off the whole time.