Silent year alone with my daughter

It was 2019, when I was alone with my daughter in a room and she was only six months then and I was afraid of how can I take care of her while I know nothing about it and her father wasn’t here. I just don’t know what to do! Days like this I cannot pass alone with my daughter. My mom was ill and she was far from me. Day after day I learned how to take care of my daughter and now I have passed two years with her without her father. I was puzzled. I left my job, my dancing, singing, drawing and every hobbies I have. I know how it feels. But after all I am a mother. I have to do it for my daughter. But in my opinion every father have to be with his wife when she looks after a new born baby. But I was alone by myself. And now I became a fulfilled mother of my daughter. I know the silence of passing the year of my life with my daughter. The depth of my silence is too bad and now I have to win the next season of my life. Begin a mother of a daughter is a beautiful part of life, but I cannot express my depth of silence of year I passed. It’s too hard to tell. But now I have a lot of fun with my daughter and she has a beautiful life to me and I have with her.