Responsibility

Neiji's P.O.V :

have you ever wonder how does It feel to have everything but not the one thing that everyone can get easily, perhaps like mother's love or parental care? I know I always wondered. It hasn't been that long since our mother passed away. As the eldest in the family life hasn't been that generous to me.

As you see I'm Neiji Araki and I'm eldest of my three brothers. Our father is an office employee with a very busy routine and he hardly have time for us, or perhaps you can say he kept himself busy so he won't have to loathe for mom's loss. Quiet selfish but I won't blame him. Everyone has their own ways of dealing with pain after all.

I used to be at home most of the time until last year when i started going to university. I have three younger brothers. Nanase and Izumi are twin and both of them are in high school. Last but not the least is my youngest brother Yuu, He just turned 5 years old last December. He will be starting school this year.

When he was born our mother got an unknown illness and soon passed away in few months. It took a toll on dad so i had to step in and take care of them all. Yuu was still an infrant so i doubt he remember much about our mother, Tho twins were in middle school back then. They were such a handful to deal with back then but after mom, it was like they matured.

They would spent most of the time away from home , God knows doing what , but they weren't that difficult to figure out, just like dad they were trying to forget the pain.

As for me, I spend most if the time studying and taking care of Yuu. funny how i practically raised him myself. He a cute and beautiful kid, given the fact that he and Izumi resemble our mother a lot, especially their jade wine eyes and soft silky platinum hairs complementing their porcelain white skin.

Even their personalities resembles her a lot. They both are usually quiet and kind but as for Izumi he follows Nanase around. On the contrary, Nanase is more like our dad. He's firey and quiet judgmental but caring if the person matters to him.

Overall, all of my brothers are good kids and twins often help around when i ask them to, even my little baby Yuu. He's always standing by me when we are cooking and quietly observing me. If u ask me, personally its not that bad to be in my shoes. I get to see life from a different prospective.