Remember That I Love You [Temporary Hiatus]

"I really like you. All of my feelings are written in that love letter."

I really thought that becoming beautiful and kind will automatically make the man I adore so much will like me back or at least become friends. But that was just a wishful thinking and I don't understand where his hatred is coming from. I only confessed my feelings towards him but why is he so mean!? Do people have to be this mean?

"I don't like fake ugly fat women like you." Choi Hyun-jun brutally said and tears the love letter that I have put all of my two years unrequited feelings with. He tears it just like that and threw it onto my face! "Even if you hire the greatest plastic surgeons in this world. I will never like you." He added more salt to my wound. So heartless!

It's five in the afternoon and most of the students already went home. I visited the business management building to confess my feelings towards my first love and crush, Choi Hyun-jun. There were still some students in the hallway and most of them are Hyun-jun's friends. They all gave me a distasteful look.

"W-wha…" I became speechless. I pursed my lips. They were trembling and I think I'm going to cry. I can't believe he will do something like this. What did I do to deserve such treatment?

I didn't even ask him to love me. I only confessed my feelings and gave him a love letter. He was never like this to other girls who confessed their love for him.

His cold eyes were staring at me for a moment and eventually he turn around to leave.

He was so rude! What's wrong with him?! What a psycho! He can just plainly say no, but why does he have to offend me like that!

My eyes were almost blurry and stinging but I have to fight back! He shouldn't treat people like this. It was only a confession, why is he so worked up by it?!

"You!" I immediately called his attention back and furiously glared at him. He needs to know that he was awful. A very bad person! Spawn of Satan!

His nonchalant icy cold eyes stared back at me again. I really want to punch his damn face! The innocent love I have for him a minute ago turned into a black mass of animosity!

"Just because you're handsome doesn't mean you have all the privilege to say that to less beautiful people. I may be overweight before but you have no right to judge a person and use their past to hurt them. I'm fake fat ugly woman? Wow! What are you a five years old kid? Your diss is so weak. I can't believe a person like you can only say such petty words to reject a person who only adores you. F*cking weak ass shit!" I angrily spouted my heart's contempt. I don't know where that kind of courage came from but I really needed that. I can't even control the words coming out of my mouth. I'm so angry!

This insolent fool thinks he's a top tier bachelor just because he has a handsome face and that thick money inheritance. Seriously, what did I saw in him again to be infatuated for two years straight? I don't even remember anymore!

He raises his eyebrows and there was split bewilderment on his expression but eventually became an evil sneer.

"You're not just fake and fat but stupid and unrefined as well. Who would want someone like you? Even the ugliest rich man will never choose you as his lover." He retorted and that evil sneer never left his face.

He might look angelic but his attitude is so crappy! Why did I like him before?! My gosh, I was blinded by my childish hopeless romantic heart. So gross!

All he can say is ugly fat or whatever a mean child could say at such a young age. But he's already twenty years old and this is all he could muster to reject people. Sheesh, weak psycho.

"Heh. And do you think someone will unconditionally love a pathetic mean man like you? Bad news, Mr. Hotshot. But men like you will never find true love! Women will only want you because you have the money and face. Pretty much a trophy husband!" I snickered and raised my head to let him see that I'm not affected by his nonsense words. Though it really hurts, but I must be strong right now.

"This girly sure has a lot of guts to talk to Hyun-jun like this." Hyun-jun's friend muttered while looking at me pathetically.

"Oh really?" he sneered evilly and wickedly stared at me. My heart almost runs out of my rib-cage because of that look. I don't know if I was fascinated or scared. But that look means trouble.

"You sure say a lot of big words for a plastic surgery monster like you." He coldly said but that troublesome smile is really disturbing. Is he going to hurt me physically this time? He overdid hurting me emotionally already.

"I didn't have plastic surgery, okay!" I angrily insisted. Where the hell did he get that absurd information? I'm a natural beauty!

Yeah I was really plump before and suffered acne but I took a year to get this voluptuous figure and heal my acne. I had to delay my studies and college enrollment just to concentrate on this new me.

I also made sure I was eating healthy. I never thought that simple new lifestyle will have a drastic change on my appearance. And now people are pointing that I had plastic surgery. Idiots! All of them don't know puberty and healthy lifestyle.

"Hahaha" he sarcastically laughed and also the rest of his rude clique.

I gritted my teeth. This is too much. I should have just run away when he criticized me earlier but I can't! I won't let him bully me! I promised to my parents that I will be a strong lady once I lose my weight. I won't let anyone trample me again.

The good image I have cultivated for two years once I entered college and the inspiration of all my hard work has been demolished by the same person, Choi Hyun-jun. I'll make sure you won't be able to sleep peacefully at night!

"Ugly, liar, fat, unrefined. Do you still want to further tarnish your image?" He mockingly implied. He's so childish! Is that all he can say?!

"My image is already tarnished by you. All I have right now is to make sure I'll tarnish yours! This is war!" I angrily declared and furiously glared at him.

I don't know why I'm doing this but I just want to beat him! Of course I can't beat him physically but I'll try to beat him in other aspects.

Just wait, you little b*stard. I'm going to kick your ass and you will eat all the shameful words you've said to me. I will ruin your peaceful life!