the first look

Life is not easy but it has to be made easy. She was sleeping in the room and a few rays of the sun were shining on her face from outside. This young girl was not white but not black. She had big eyes. Very beautiful, brown lips, lips as if they have a lip liner on them, but it was a natural line on her lips.



Her hair was curly brown. She was only five feet two inches tall. Anyone could fall in love with her because of her existence & beauty. This girl was a Pakistani girl. She was apparently Pakistani but her thoughts were liberal. A rebel who just had to live life, was tired of the rotten system in which woman was considered a toy, not a woman. This is the story of a brave, fearless and beautiful girl, this is the story of Kousar.



She had celebrated her 14th birthday. She was now stepping into her adulthood. Today she was ready to go to school.



So it seemed to her that as if she was in the sky, there is no doubt that in in adulthood youngsters feel like they are flying in the air. But today she was feeling strange that something was going to happen



She left home for school. A young boy passed in front of her. She stopped ,it felt that every creature is singing in the air.

She thought in his heart that this is the same boy I used to play with as a child and he used to take my things from me but seeing this ominous person why am I feeling this way.



Spikes were in fashion these days. The boy was wearing a white shirt and black pants. He glanced at her and ignored her.



Why is he not looking at me? What does he think of himself and why am I thinking that he is not looking at me to go to hell.



Good morning madam. All the students stood up saying this Good morning kids! Kousar is still in the night. Kousar is still lost in thought questioning her self that why he didn't look at me.

Saima, who was sitting next to her, called out Kausar Ma'am is talking to you. Where are you lost? I was thinking , Aaaaaa I was . i i i ,sorry mam I am really sorry .

it's okay dear students

Let's get the maths book out & learn algebra



She had no concentration in the books & the class . she used to play with him in her childhood. Today she fell in love with this boy at first sight. This was the same boy who used to pull her hair in her childhood.



From then on, she would go out every day at the same time when the boy went to his school. She would look at him, smile. It was the first love of her life.



Never felt for anyone. One day she went to see her cousin Asoman Hello Asoman Hello how are you kousar I'm fine how are you Thank God I'm fine too. Let's go out. My heart is sad



Yes, yes, let's go. As soon as She stepped out of the street, she saw the same boy. She was looking at the boy and did not know at that time that the boy was in a relationship with her cousin.

She was so lost in the boy's face, sometimes looking at his hair and sometimes looking at his lips. Believe me that Kousar was no longer in this world starring at his face she was in heaven or in another world were kousar and that boy were present no one else no one. Asoman grabbed Kousar's hand and took some things and walked towards home.

I am making Maggie in Kousar. You will eat it. Yes, Asoman Let me stand here in the kitchen with you Yeah yeah

That's one thing I want to tell you. Say yes! But I also want to tell you one thing. First you tell No first you "Well, I'll tell you," said Asoman Kausar smiled and looked at Asoman face and said, "Tell me what to you want to say." She said ,kousar ahhhh I can't I feeling shy



Please tell, whats me ..... Dude, you know this guy Arbaaz. Yes, yes, the one we used to play with as a child. Yes, yes, the same .Don't tell Kausar .what not to tell first let me know stupid girl .ok ok i am telling .actually actually uhhhhh i and Arbaaz are in a relationship



The ground slipped under Kausar's feet and the plate in his hand fell What happened to Kausar? You are fine

yeah I am fine actually I was thinking of something else so the plate slipped out of my hand

Asoman: Kausar, where are you going? Kausar: Home But why ? i am not feeling well and I have to go home and do some work that is left. Asoman: I don't know what happened to this girl What can I do? Asoman was apparently Kausar's friend but in fact she never wanted the best for him. No wonder she was competing with Kousar

He wanted to kill Kausar but it was not in his power. Amy Amy Where have you been looking for? Amy



Kousar was screaming at home. She slammed the door of the room and sat on the bed and started crying



Crying, she started looking in the mirror in front of her and when she went to the mirror, she started looking at her face and said to herself, "I feel sorry for you because he preferred an ordinary girl on a beautiful girl like you."



She didn't know when she fell asleep crying tonight. When she woke up in the morning, she was very upset. She thought, "I will not mourn this failed love.

In fact, after coming home from school today, I will keep myself busy by creating a Facebook ID

she wiped away her tears and said There is still a lot to be done



She wiped her face, picked up her bag, packed her books, packed her lunch box and walked to school