Love Made Me Cry

It was raining and I was standing in middle of the road next to my car. My face was towards the sky and eyes were closed. Was talking to myself. This rain is same as the first rain of that monsoon we spent together and you know tomorrow is a very special day for me because tomorrow is my award ceremony. And I want you to be there with me but I don't know where you are how you are and Even I don't know how to get these answers. Even so I am forgetting your face too. I am still counting the days. 367 days passed without your smile, your voice and your beautiful eyes....…

Three years ago,

This is the first day of my second year in college. It was a very beautiful morning and I am on my way to my college. I am Vishal, 18 years old and the worst thing in my life is I AM STILL SINGLE really!! I know it's a shame on mankind that I am living with more than 7 billion humans in this world and still I am single. I had promised myself on my 18th birthday that I would definitely get a girlfriend till my 19th birthday. But now only 1 month left for my 19th birthday and as you know I am still a single 18 years old handsome boy.

I reached my college and I came late as always. The morning assembly was just about to start. I requested the guard to let me in. Our college guard was the one and only kind -hearted person in whole college. He secretly opened the door for me. Slowly I went in and stood up in the last of the row of my class. Everything seemed boring like always. Then assembly was ended and the chief instructor of our college said: "All students now carry on to their class". I picked up my bag and started walking towards my classroom. And then suddenly a life changing event happened to me. A new girl, whose today was the first day in college suddenly turned around and we bump into each other. Everything became very slow its like that someone pressed a slow-motion button. She was very attractive. Her hair was flying in the air. She pressed her tongue with teeth and slowly raised her face up. Started looking up into my eyes. At that time, I forgot everything, my mouth was open and I was just staring at her without blinking an eye. Then she grabbed her ear with her hands and said "I am sorry really sorry it was all my fault". And what I was listening is "I like you really like you please be my boyfriend". Now here comes the villain (not really) my best friend Jack. He shouted "Vishal what are you doing, come over here" and all the slow-motion around me ended. Everything became normal. Our eye contact was over. Now I can hear clearly what she was saying earlier. I said sorry to her and start moving on to my classroom. I was sitting on the last bench. The instructor was telling us about the structure of airfoil but I was not able to remove her charm, eyes, the sorry face from my mind. For the first time I experienced such a feeling. I cannot express that feeling. It was like love at the first sight.

Eventually the class was over and I came out of the class to see her again. I checked all the classrooms in the first and second floor but I didn't see her anywhere. So, I started moving back to my class. On the way to my class suddenly I heard "Myra stand up" in a classroom just before my classroom. I didn't know her name but I don't know why I just wanted to see her. I turned saw this was the same girl I was looking for. She was punished because she was talking. Everything became slow again like the first time. Again, someone pressed a slow-motion button and again I started staring her. In my eyes everything was blurred only she was glowing like a star. She also looked at me and was trying to warn me to "look behind" with her hand gestures but my brain changed the "look behind" to "come to me please come to me". Suddenly someone touched me from behind and I replied "don't disturb me now". Again, someone touched and now I turned around and said in anger "can't you see I am very busy". And I saw that someone was none other but our chief instructor of college. Now slow motion became normal. He asked me what work you had been busy and I said "uhm!!! I…I…. was just watching that the teacher is teaching properly or not". Don't know why his anger grew and he started scolding me. Everyone there was laughing at me. I looked at her and she was laughing too. This was first time I saw her laughing and I started smiling. Now everything became silent and I was just watching her laugh. Teacher was scolding and I was smiling. But now I know her name "MYRA"…