In another WORLD

Even after being there for him in his happy as well as hard time, i still can't touch his heart. It was as if we weren't meant to be together. He used me, mentally, emotionally and checked in and out of my heart like a hotel. Everybody kept telling me to stay away but you know the saying, heart wants what it wants. BUT, in another world,it was, maybe, my chance to .... have him,even for a small moment....but in that world I want to feel but cannot feel the same way about him. There's this person whome I can never imagine to fall for. There are some dark secrets also, cause fantasy cannot be real withour sacrifices.