Chapter-1 My unforgivable past..

I am Anna. My parents died when I was 10 years old. Now whenever I see someone's corpse or an accident, I get sick due to shock.After the death of my parents, I was raised by my grandmother. After the death of the parents, I stopped talking to everyone. I started living very alone. When I was on my 15th birthday, My grandmother also passed away and she left me with my mother's firm friend. Then she adopted me. They had no children and Uncle also used to live outside due to high level of work.She loved me so much but I always kept running away from her. because I used to think that whomever I loved used to leave me.Now I go to college. I have no friends there either.My aunt always used to go and leave the college. I still used to call her aunt.One day she was late in coming, so I started going home myself. On the way, someone had an accident with a car. Then I was there and after seeing that incident, I remembered the incident that happened to my mother and father. I was standing there like a lifeless effigy.There was blood everywhere and it was forcing me to think about that day.Then some guy came and hugged me and said, "Don't worry, I am with you. I will not let anything happen to you." And then the aunt came there. Aunt knew that after seeing any accident, I get sick. Then I fainted then the aunt and the boy took me to the hospital. When I regained consciousness, I saw my bedside aunt lying down.Then the aunt woke up and said, ""Are you fine" I said "Yes I am fine." Then I looked here and there, the house was a little scattered. Aunt's eyes were full of sleep. So I asked her "Why is this my room spread?" After saying this, I started getting up. She said "Let me stay, I will fix the room. You rest." Even then I got up and was about to collapse when the aunt held my hand.Her hand was hot as if he was having fever. So I asked her "How long have I been."So she said "since four days." In her eyes I could feel anxious for me.Then she started arranging my room.I know that she must not have taken care of herself as many days as I am fainting.She goes to her room after fixing the room.After a while I went to her room and placed my hand on his forehead, his forehead was very hot.So I go outside to get medicine. At that time I was just thinking that she cares for me so much.I always talk angrily to her. Even then she takes care of me. I never called her mother. Never talk to her properly. When I used to remember my parents and weep, she also used to cry.Just thinking this, I reached the medicine shop.I was just going out from there that I heard a familiar voice. Then I looked here and there, there was no one just me and that medicine seller was there. Then I started going home.Arriving at home, I went to the aunt and gave medicine. Then put a bandage of cold water on his forehead. At that time I was thinking about that voice that I have heard this voice. Then I remembered that it was the voice of the same boy who hugged me that day. But how did he know that I am scared of accidents. Only I and aunt know this thing. I was thinking that the phone started ringing . So I said "She is sleeping now please call later."That much said and the call was cut. A book was kept on the table there. I opened it and saw it was his personal diary. I read that and then went to my room. My school clothes were kept on the table. I was going to put them in the washing machine. I felt like there was some metal in it. I see it was someone's locket in there.I had never seen it. Then I thought that maybe belong to that boy. So I was about to throw it away. Then I thought that maybe when I meet him then I will return and thank him. Thinking that, I put it around my neck.I was thinking about that boy while sleeping.Thinking about it, I don't know when I got sleepy.