Once upon a time there was a man who
was completely obsessed with the
search for Truth. He was so determined
to find it that he alternately spent his
time in praying to be granted Truth and
following any clue which he might hear of about it.
But so anxious was this man to find Truth that he
did not bother himself to try to improve his own ways
of thinking; and he would never stay long enough
with one teacher to learn all that he could teach him;
always someone else seemed to beckon.
One day this man was walking through the streets
of Istanbul when he saw a man in luminescent green
walk into a mosque. He remembered that it was said
that such a man might be Khidr, and that one should
seize his garment and ask him to grant a favour.
He went into the mosque, found Khidr near a pillar,
held on to his sleeve, and said: 'Great Khidr, Man of
Beyond, grant me the vision of Truth!'
Khidr looked at him and said gently, 'You are not
ready for Truth yet.'
But the man insisted, and Khidr said: 'Since you
have seized my sleeve, and because some may one Copyright © The Estate of Idries Shah
day benefit from your story, I shall let you experience
Truth. But your fate will be upon your own head.'
Khidr conducted the seeker to a certain house.
There in a special room they spent some time in
contemplation. Then Khidr took the eager disciple to
meet a mysterious robed figure, dressed like a king,
and together they travelled in a mysterious boat for
illimitable distances, visiting places which one could
never describe, and seeing things which man has in
the past only dreamed about, but which really do exist
in the Reality of Realities.
One day the man said to the King: 'I feel that I would
like to return to visit my kindred, and see how man has
behaved since I have been away.'
The King said: 'Holy Khidr, my representative, has
already told you that you were not ready for Truth.
Now you have arrived at the condition in which you
may find that you have not understood that there is
the eternal and the temporary. If you return now, you
will find that there is seemingly nothing left of what
you knew.'
'What talk is this?' asked the man. 'For was it not only
a few months ago that I left my own village? May I not
see my own family again? How can things change in
such a space of time?'
The King said: 'You will find out; but you will never
now be able to return to us; and Truth, although you
have found it, is of no use to you. Perhaps if others
can hear of these facts through you, however, it may
help you in some way at some time.'
With these cryptic remarks, he gave the disciple a
celestial fruit, saying: 'Eat this when you have no other
course open to you.' And he instructed
lieutenants to return the traveller to his home.
When he arrived there, he found that endless ages
had passed. His house was a ruin, and there was
hardly anyone who could understand his language.
People crowded around him, and he told them his
story. They thought that he was either a deranged
saint or someone who had descended from heaven.
He could make nothing of the mystery as to why
he had not himself aged during what turned out to
be many thousands of years' absence. And so, in his
perplexity and dissatisfaction, he ate the celestial
fruit. No sooner was it in his stomach than he started
to become old, and, before the eyes of the people who
had found him, he died of old age.
Now there are only a few people who remember this
story, and they all imagine that it is nothing more than
a legend.
THE END