Lukman's Expression of Love

Rena looked at Lukman with an annoyed look.  Remembering last night's events made Rena's chest tighten.  Rena's eyes were heating up, but Rena was trying her best to hold back her tears.  

Rena still doesn't want to talk to Lukman.  Rena immediately pulled her hand from Lukman's grip.  Then Rena walked up the stairs and into the room.  While Lukman followed Rena from behind.

 Arriving at Rena's room, she immediately sat on the edge of the bed, Lukman also sat beside Rena.  Lukman grabbed both of Rena's hands and gripped them.  Lukman kissed Rena's hands alternately.

 "Honey, what's wrong?  Same story with me.  If there is a problem, we will find a solution," said Lukman.  Lukman's voice is so soft.  There wasn't even a hint of anger at all when he spoke.  Lukman was so patient with Rena.

 Rena pursed her lips, she looked at Lukman with the same look, annoyed.  "So that's the reason you immediately allowed me to study abroad," said Rena, opening her voice.  Rena's voice trembled.

 Lukman, who did not understand Rena's conversation, frowned in confusion.  "What do you mean, honey?"  asked Lukman, asking Rena for more explanation.

 "Yeah, because you have a mistress right?  You've been lying all this time right?  Are you pretending to love me?  You don't need to call me honey," Rena said firmly.

 Lukman recalled what he had done so that Rena could speak expertly like that.  When he remembered something, Lukman immediately rubbed his face roughly.  "About the girl who came last night huh?"  Lukman asked, raising an eyebrow.  Rena nodded.  This made Lukman pat his forehead.  Lukman didn't think that Rena would guess wrong.

 "He is my employee, I have no special relationship with her.  Last night she came to consult on some problems in the office," Lukman explained to Rena.  However, Rena still doesn't believe Lukman's explanation.  She chose to remain silent again and did not respond to Lukman's words.  "Rena, trust me!"  Lukman looked into Rena's eyes deeply.  While Rena immediately averted her gaze.

Lukman rubbed Rena's hand gently.  "I apologize for the closeness between me and Silvi yesterday.  We have no special relationship.  You can just ask her directly," said Lukman, who kept trying to explain to Rena.  He didn't want Rena to keep misunderstanding him.

 "What's the proof if you and that girl are not related?"  challenged Rena with her voice shaking.

 Lukman smiled at Rena's words.  "What form of love I have given so far is still unclear to show how much I love you.  I let you go to continue your education abroad because I love you.  That's your will and I don't want to make you depressed, constrained because of this marriage," explained Lukman.  Rena tried to accept the explanation from Lukman.  Rena was silent and contemplated everything Lukman said.

 Lukman spoke again and explained, "Silvi already has a husband."

 "You also have a wife.  But you can cheat.  I hate that you are too close to her, if you don't have a relationship then stay away," said Rena firmly.

 After hearing Rena's words, Lukman immediately nodded firmly.  He wasn't afraid to do that at all.  "Fine, I'll do it for you."

 Rena stared at Lukman's eyes so closely.  She remembered the incident when she went to Lukman's office for the first time.  "Can't you just fire her?  Doing the same thing to the employee you fired before because of a trivial matter?"  Rena asked.

 Lukman gave a shake of his head.  "I can't Rena.  Silvi is human resource development at the office.  I can't fire her, because I can't let a competent person like her go.  Come on Rena, believe in me!"  Lukman continues to persuade Rena.

 "So you prefer her over me?"

 Luke took a deep breath.  "Are you jealous?"  Lukman asked with a raised eyebrow.  Lukman begins to suspect Rena who is acting unusually with him.  Rena, who was asked like that by Lukman, became nervous.  She was confused about what to answer.

 But Rena quickly shook her head.  "N-no," replied Rena nervously.  Rena averted her gaze.  Rena's eyes no longer dared to look into Lukman's eyes.  Lukman smiled faintly, he knew that Rena was lying.  However, Lukman tried to understand if it was possible that Rena was embarrassed to admit this.

 Lukman immediately pulled Rena into his arms.  He hugged Rena tightly.  Rena had rebelled but Lukman told her to stop moving.  The gentle treatment given by Lukman managed to make Rena's heart beat so fast.  And Lukman realized it.

 The man who was hugging Rena's body rubbed Rena's head gently.  "Since the first time we got married, I've loved you.  Honestly permitting you to leave was a tough thing for me.  How can I live my life without you?  You caught my heart fast, Honey.  I love you.  I'm just trying to respect your every decision because I don't want you to feel uncomfortable with this marriage," Lukman explained in a trembling voice.  The man who was Rena's husband shed tears.  However, Lukman immediately deleted it.

 After a long hug, Lukman distanced Rena's body.  Lukman's eyes continued to stare at his wife's beautiful face.  Lukman can see the puffy eyes.  Lukman slowly leaned forward and kissed Rena's eyes in turn.  Rena, who was still surprised by what Lukman had done, could only freeze on the spot.  For some reason, she didn't want to rebel anymore.  Instead, she wanted to get more warm treatment from Lukman.