Evil Buddy: It's Just Evil Thoughts

A young man who has a deviant obsession but he was raised with a high moral education. He knows that all bad things can only be thought about but cannot be done in reality. So all this time he just kept it inside and distracted himself with various ordinary routines. But can he stand it? Goodness has its own art, and so do Evil and Deviance. Every existence and everything that does not exist but has a name. They have their own interests and goals. Don't just say animals hunt animals and eat them because they are hungry and that's all they can eat, or are driven by their 'instincts'! Also, making love until they roar is only because of the demands of nature and, 'instinct'? But, they also 'enjoy it'. That young man doesn't have a very bad and complicated relationship. It could be said that he has the relationship experience that a modern human who obeys the law and understands ethics should have. He is what an ordinary human should be, a simple human and model of a responsible man. Sing songs with school friends at karaoke, accompanying a friend who is afraid to be alone at night because his parents are on their honeymoon, babysitting a neighbor's young child when the child's family is busy, or sitting quietly listening to his female friends gossip and complain about other people's characters. That's how he lives his life, it's normal for him. And not only that, he also has a routine such as accompanying and taking his neighbor who is an old grandfather, aka his grandmother's friend, fishing on certain days, who happens to have family who are very busy with their business. And on Sundays he always took his grandmother to a massage place, where the masseuse was a woman more than half a century old too. Playing football, swimming, jogging, he just thinks it is important to maintain his health. All the things he did were just common things people did. But, maybe that's why he felt bored. With all that still couldn't make him feel better. The older he gets, the more sensitive he will be to the 'Changes' in his environment. He realized it was best to be aware of that. He had just graduated from high school, it was time to enter society. Or more precisely, deepening roots in society. Large and tall trees, do not live with shallow roots. He was like an honest young man, just tried to go with the flow without fear of not being able to pull over. Just trying to enjoy new sensations, how it feels chopped and squeezed without fear of being destroyed. But he has an obsession, an obsession that he often ignores because it is not a good thing, a bad hidden desire, a fetish that if expressed would end his career. He realized that all these things were what modern people would call 'disgusting' things. Now the evil thing was getting closer to him, disguising it as a revelation but not for a prophet. He realized that he felt like he was holding his bowels on the bus where there were no toilets on the bus. It also gives the illusion that the bus stop is very, very far away and the bus tank is unlimited. But he had to wait for the bus to arrive at the Bus Stop. He just hoped that the bus would be the same in the real world, and that there would be a time when it would stop. And does the bus stop in the end? Of course, it stopped. But let's ask how the bus stopped... ......... This is a bad novel and morally bad. Don't talk about the morals in this novel. It will contain R*pe, Blackmail, Netorase content, that sort of thing. (for netorare, let me think about it later) If you are not 18 years or older. Save this for your 18th birthday. This is my first time writing a novel, and I did it with an English novel which is actually a foreign language for me. So maybe there will be some sentences that feel strange to you. But it should be fine, at least that's what I think, and you better see for yourself how well this novel is written :D. So enjoy it! ~SmoothCoconut~